The darkness just seem to scares me ; The coldness seems to freeze me ; The warth i used to get was from you, and now that you are gone.. I'm scare, tired and cold... I've tried everything i could to get you off my mind.. but why can't the picture of us seem to just stay in my heart and my mind.. it feels like you are playing a game with me.. and the game isn't the game I'm best at..so all i want you to know that.. I had enough playing the game you set up.. cause it's really been making everything spinning and worst..

Todayy, when i wake up.. i couldn't open my eyes.. all i could do is just go back to sleep.. not wanting to go to school..when i went to school.. NURLYANA was in school.. and Faria and I were both under depression.. and i was known as the crazyy depression.. and after Faria so call gave me this "just smile pill" Faria was the one went all so crazyy.. and when they were talking about DK and Yoo Jin, i was like..:" i see the connection" and everyone was like. staring at me.. and SHandi was like:" yeahh.. me and DK right?" and i wanted to tell her " back off bitch" damnn.. the class was so.. not like.. usal.. like erm.. 3 people weren't in school todayy.. and After water polo, i got up.. and when i was walking.. i was like.. i was unstable.. and nearlyy fainted.. but i'm okayy. then.. suddenly everything was like white. i couldn't see at all.. it feels so.... so during break.. Loni!! thank youu for all the sweet sugaryy stuff..!! erm. then during lunch.. we wanted to go to the sick bay.. but the nurse was at lunch break too.. so we went and eat first.. and when we went back.. she wasnt there too.. and for the last time.. she was there.. and Faria wasnt feeling good.. same as me.. and Faria left me in the sick bay.. and she went for class.. end up..Faria, Kathryn and i was in the sick bay.. when i was resting .. suddenly Faria moved to the bed next to mine.. and erm. she had a really hard time breathing.. she had an asma attack on staurdayy.. goshhh.. and this morning before she came to school, she fainted.. so yeahh.. i wasn't suppose to go for activities but i still went.. Shhhhh.. and the badminton drills were tiring.. goshh.. but yeah..luckyy i went for the badminton.. if not i cant work on my doubles.. and SEASAC is this thursdayy!! i repeat THIS THURSDAY!! with CRAPPY teachers GOING!!!.. damnn.. and my brother and ahem. look so cute.. but why why why? why aren;t they together!! arhh.. well.. i won't blog much now.. cause my eyes are burning.. and it's late.. so yeahh...

Apperently, she doesn't know what to do..