Wednesday, March 11, 2009
There's always gonna be another mountain

The Baju kurung that I wore today
Is it just me or is it you? did you even mean the word "move on"? i thought you did.. but.. as i look.. it doesn't seem like that.. and now, it's just making my head spinning.. making my head to think whether should i stay or should i let go. i got rid the picture of you out of my mind, but.. now.. it just seems to come back every single time someone talks about you or whenever you are online.. it just kept reminding me that we were once so chatty with each other, so comfortable with each other.. but now, it's like.. we dont talk in msn.. we don't talk much when we go hangouts.. we just sit and stare.. waiting for one of each other to make the first move...i tried so hard to get the picture of those sweet memories with you out of my mind..and somehow, you just kept giving me signs that i shouldn't let go.. which one is which?!
Sorry for not blogging yesterday.. well.. yesterday, i nearly collasped in school.. i wasn't feeling too good.. in the morning, it was PSHE and i wasn't really feeling to great already.. and i told Nurlyana.. then she said try to control till Drama.. cause we had to perform.. so yeahh.. and erm.. during break, Faria,Nurlyana and I went to the sick bay.. the nurse just gave me some thingyy for something.. so then erm.. During P.E i was okay. but when it was geography, i was like :" i'm gonna die.. i feeling like dying" i kept saying that to Nurlyana.. cause i was seriouslyy gonna die!! so then... went to the canteen for lunch, still didn't feel so good.. then during the assembly, i was better.. but after that..i wasnt looking too good.. Faria saw me like i was almost gonna collasped.. so she said i should go to the sick bay.. and so yeahh.. i went.. and i slept there till school ended.. well.. i felt better after that..(: and when i went home, my dad was like you should go and see the doctor.. so i went.. stupid.. why must there be alot of people.. but who cares.. so then.. erm.. it was my turn.. blabla.. took the cold medicine.. yeahh.. and then went to sleep =P
TODAY, was a dress up for international week.. i wore baju kurung.. thanks to Nurlyana.. (: okayy.. so then.. when i first when to school, Nurlyana saw me and she was like:" Ashley! it fits (: you look great " and i was like.. erm okayy.. haha! and then erm.. i went over to elena's, sakura,rizuko's locker.. so then when i went over, elena and all suddenly was like:" OMG! Ashley you look so pretty!!!!" and Loni said:" BLUE IS SO WAY YOUR COLOUR!" and i was like.. okayy.. and it's Nurlayan's baju kurung. (: and when we were walking to the music block, Nurlyana was like:" don't tell anyone that is mine cause i don't like it" and i was like.. okayy.?! oh yeahh.. so when we were walking right.. Alvin and Melenie was in front.. so then Alvin was tlaking about yesterday's badminton game.. so he lost right.. so he was like:" Damn it. i lost to Renaldo"and i was like:" AWW.. how sad!!" and then.. i quickly cover my mouth with my hand.. and Alvin turned around.. and he was like:" at least the last set i lost to him 25-23" haha! and when i said aww how sad, everyone(Melenie, Faria,Nurlyana) was like OHHHH. haha!! then.. Alvin was like:" You bully me again!! you everytime bully me" haha.. and i told Faria and Nurlyana that it was nice bullying him.. haha!! so yeah.. and erm.. hmm during break!! We(Faria,Nurlyana,Me) went to our titanic boat (:!! so yeahh.. and erm.. then.. erm.. Faria wasn't feeling too good.. so it's her turn todayy. and Nurlyana was like;" tomorrow it's my turn.. no!" haa!
Oh yeahh during the resgister.. Mr Hamilton came in.. and then.. he wa slike:" okay.. let me see all the dress ups" and he started with Nikola.. and then Andrew then Shandi then Fankie then Hannah.D and then me.. when it was me.. he was like;" woo. that's lovely.. stand up.." *standing up* then he was like:" spin.." *spinning*.. haha.. and i was like.. omg.. haha!! luclyy Nurlyana did the same thing.. but she didn't spin =( haha.. then we took group photo's. (: Nurlyana and i were late for maths becuase we wanted to pick Faria form the sick bay.. but she went to maths already!! and we were like.. OMG!! FARIA!! and i was like. gosh.. running in the heels to go to the sick bay..and she wasn't there!!!! so yeahh.. i think it was the Medicine that make me all drownsy.. i felt so tired too..so yeahh.. =/ that's my day...
SCREW ELLIOT!!
Apperently, I don't know what do to.. anyone can help?
Ashley wishes that a small secret wouldn't be a big blow up
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
5:49 PM