I don't know how to go on like that..at one stage i felt so close to you again.. i felt like we could talk till midnight.. till our parents scold us.. like what happen last time.. but.. now... it's so weird.. we have nothing to chat about.. In my online list.. all i could do is just to stare at your name.. and wonder should i say hi first.. but if i do.. we will just chat for 1 minute...and we won't chat with each other anymore.. i don't know what to do now.. i tried doing stuff to get you off my mind.. but i just can't..i'm sorry guys if i let you down.. but this is how i feel.. and you can't change that.. sorry.. =/

Well.. as i said.. gonna post 2 post todayy.. erm. Liverpool WON!! 4-1!! beat who? MANU! hha.. in your face =PP.. and that's so GOOD!! keeep on the good work (: erm.. Nurlyana is in singapore now. =/ haha.. i think she's gonna let her sister see the video we made for her.. haha.. it's so funnyy.. my sister and i kept singing.. but i suck so badlyy.. and erm.. my dad got angry of me.. because my mum's friend called when she wasn't around.. and i took a message.. and i remember the name.. but suddenly i forgot.. and my dada started saying:" you so shy to ask.." bla bla bla.. and he walked away.. my mum was also angry.. my brain was seriouslyy wasn't thinking.. even now.. it's like killing me..!! I'm sorry okayy! i guess they say friday the 13th is unlucky?! but no.. it's saturday the 14th...I tried all my best to help giving what i remembered.. Seasac is just next week.. and i'm still not well?! i hope i'll be well soon.. i don't know what to do now..seriously.. i'm life is so screwed up.. my life is so darn complicating. and stupid guy thinks i like him.. honestlyy.. to that guy.. you are so fucking annoying!! you think you so cool? urghh.. you aren't at all!! I'm gonna stop here cause i feel like i'm gonna faint..