I know it's a really difficult thing to do..But i'll tryy.. I've waste every single time... in this 3 months.. i've been waiting for youu.. and now.. i could see.. that it's useless cause you said that you are bored of relationships...now i know that i was the one who is holding him back.. i was the one who cause this.. i was the one who hurt myself.. I will try to get over youu.. I've set myself a target..I will try to get over him before May 28th.. I just wanna know which path i should follow.. I wonder.. Is our friendship strong? Is it our pass that made us worst? We use to chat lots on MSN.. and we use to make fun of each other eventhough we aren't together.. but now.. when i chat with you, you'll just reply one word. like"hey,fine,good,ok" and then.. you'll be like"brb" and after that.. you didn't came back chatting with me..and went offline.. but last time.. it wasn't like that.. i wish i could have the old you to talk again.. just as friends.. you talk lots to my friends.. but towards me.. there's nothing.. I don't wanna keep this in my heart forever. and so I'm here to let you know.. but you'll never read.. cause you'll never want to..Everything is just a stupid waste of time.. YES.. you guys can now all start saying i was silly and stupid for wait and should have listen to you guys.. !! But I wanna let you guys know..To everyone that kept asking me to get over him in a pressure way, you guys finally get your time.. you don't come to my msn and start annoying me " I told you so. I told you so. I told you so." but if you guys are those kind of people, you guys aren't my true friends.. there. I've said enough.. I've said everything i wanna sayy.. if you guys see this and start hating me, I don't give a damn.. cause you guys suck!!

Today, was a really rough day for me.. 1st.. i called sien wei..and i talked till i cried..and my cousin came but was on the line with sien wei... and didnt manage to talk to them.. and then.. i wanted to do my geography project.. and i checked my documents.. i didn't email it to my email. nor safe it in my thumbdrive.. and i thought i should start all over again..and found out that i didn't bring back the sheet that was given to us to see what to do.. and i was already half way on the methods.. and didn't know where i've stopped..so that really sucks. cause the due line is on tuesdayy..so well. yeahh.. and my neck hurts so badlyy.! god! and then.. there was nothing to watch on tv.. ishhh!!!! so that's it..