Tuesday, April 14, 2009
I just can't take it
BFFL
I was looking forward to this day.. the sleepover.. and when i was having my dinner, my dad suddenly says no.. i wonder why? i've planned with my friends and all.. we were all excited.. and suddenly a NO comes out? why now? why today? why can;t i just enjoy my holidays? i've been sitting home doing nothing.. suffering the braces.. the pain.. and missing him.. and missing my friends.. and you suddenly say NO?! for once.. i need to relax.. i can't forever face the computer and do my coursework.. and why cant anyone understand why?? why?? i tried explaining it.. no one understands.. yes, i'm lucky for everything i have.. but.. i really need a rest.. i really need a freind to be by my side now..
Well, wanaa know aboout my day?! SUCKED SUCKED SUCKED! everything is a NO NO NO to me.. holidays aite? Holidays of what??? torture????? think i'm over reacting? think that way.. cause no one ever understand.. NO ONE.that's why it's always a NO NO NO.. to me.. i dont care what you guys wanna think about me.. i don't care about anything.. everything is just such a screw up.. everything is just such a shit to my life... except Nurlyana, Faria,Elana,YooJin, Dash... well.. so fucking stupid.. hangouts are okay but not sleepovers.. you know what?? i don't wanna blog anymore.. i promised him i will enjoy and have found a way to get the hell out of the boredom-ness.. but i guess.. it's just a broken promise. i'm sorryy..
Apperently, i hate everything...
Ashley just wishes her dad would allow her when she ask him tomorrow
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
10:41 PM
