Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Is everything alright?

tick tock tick tock.. time is running out ; every moment passes so fast ; my heartbeat always starts beating so fast whenever i hear your name, whenever i see you,whenever you smile, whenever i wanna talk to you but i can't, whenever you sit next to me, whenever you hug me ;
Today, is the second day of school. yipeeee.. NOT! omg.. why am i so stupid? firstly, in the morning, we had this english test.. not really test. but this reading accessment.. out of the sudden... this thingy comes out.. and we didn't know.. sighs. no one manage to finish.. erm.. secodn thing was mandarin.. gosh.. i feel like killing Elliot.. he is so crappy.. urghh! i wish i could just stab a knife into his heart.. oh wait.. hahahathis morning during registration, dk had to suffer. i mean not really suffer.. he sat next to me..and then.. Nurlyana,Faria and I were doing our sign language thingyy.. haha! and he was laughing.. and wondering like what the hell are these girls doing.. haha! and he was like.:" it's only the morning..." hahaha! cause we were so high.. ahha! he looks like he regretted sitting next to me.. hahaha.. okay so. erm.. canoeing. i was so stupid.. i brought the board shorts and shirt. but not the swimming suit.. stupid me! urghh! but ended up i still manage to get in. muahhahaa.. and erm.. i suck. i was stuck! damn it.. haha! stupid dk..he was like:" so how was your first canoeing?" and i was like:" so so.. it's okay" and he was like:" really? i saw you got stucked there..ahhahahha!" urghh! and then.. erm.. when i was at my locker erm.. after lunch.. he kick my leg.. and hello! it hurts. urghh! but its okayy..haha! lunch was the best.. haha. not the food. but the hyper-ness.. michelle was all so high after she drank the ice lemon tea.. it's always the ice lemon tea that makes people high.. like faria and i..okay. so erm.. Yoojin and Faria were singing the barney song.. and then michelle was like:" oh kiss me" and i was like.. what the hack..and she grab my head and nearly kiss me.. what the hell..haha! erm.. then.. michelle and i kept calling each other babe and darling.. haha! and then.. erm... when we were walking up to malay, we were so high.. went in.. still high..and then.. yeah.. don't wanna go too far.. ahha. it's kindaa sick.. haha! and then..erm.. Immi asked me whether i'm still going out with dk.. and i waslike yeah.. and michelle was like:" OMG babe! how could you? how could you cheat on me?" hahhaa! and i wad like:" sorry babee.. just gotta deal with it.. ahha" and then.. erm.. Immi asked michelle who she was going out with and michelle was like:" i'm going out with ashley" ahhaha! we were so high..and then Ms nice got angry .=/ it was so scary.. okay.. so we went out late..and erm.. dk,raffel,navin,faria,nurlyana were waiting at my locker.. and i was wondering what the hack are they waiting for.. i mean faria i understand.. the rest no.. ahha.. and dk gave me a hug.. so yeahh.. erm.. then.. before i was at my locker, nurlyana, faria,raffel,and dk were tlaking.. faria told me and nurlyana told me what they were tlaking about.. yeahh. not gonna say it here.. (: erm.. so yeahh.. came home.i was dead.. i slept and i skipped my tuition.. i couldnt wake up.. and here i am..okayy erm.. need colourful post?? hmm let me think ;
TRYING TO HELP PEOPLE (:
MY PROBLEM CAN ALWAYS BE SLOVED AFTER I'VE SLOVED THIERS(:
SORRY IF I BRING UP THAT TOPIC! =/
EVERYONE.. CHEER UP!
YOU KNOW.. I SERIOUSLYY I DON'T KNOW WHY AM I SO STUPID..
MAYBE, I'M JUST NOT READY TO FACE THE FACT TO GROW UP..
BUT EVERYONE HAS TOO..
I DONT KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT !!
I DON'T GET IT WHY I ALWAYS FINE IT EASIER TO HELP OTHERS AND MY PROBLEM ALWAYS LEAVE IT TO THE LAST (:
BUT IT'S NICE... TO HELP OTHERS (:
so..i won't put any strawberry in this post.. cause i don't know... i just wanna eat strawberry.. everyone says it's cheap.. but it's really expensive.. and i can't buy any.. sighs.. everyone is under stress and i keep saying the same old thing.. cause i'm so stupid of cheering people up and all.. youu know sometimes you can just fall inlove with someone you always spend enjoying arguing over small matters or you can even fall for someone that might be your best friend..i've realized that sometimes..when you like someone..and you were about to give up.. he starts like you.. but you lose the feelings.. and so.. you didn't accept it.. and.. i guess. i'm trying to say is that sometimes your crushes may like you.. but when they like you, you'll lose the feeling liking them.. i have no idea why am i saying that...random lah.. just so happen helping poeple with love stuff.. and it hits me.. so yeahh..
Apperently, a hug is what i prefer (:
Ashley loves you!(:
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
10:16 PM