Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Sometimes it's just a nightmare that i wish i could get rid of

In the dark night room, i took out a small slim light item which i could contact him.. i look at his contact.. and press the call button.. and quickly hang up. I couldn't face him after i've told him the truth.. Cause i kept playing in my mind that everything will go wrong..When i hang up, i went to the message area and start texting.. when i was about to press send and insert the contact, i thought to myself :" is this the best idea?" I kept staring at the send button.. but i couldn't send it as well.. lastlyy, i said to myself:" I must be brave enough to get what i wish for" and so.. i sent the message i texted earlier.. till now, there wasn't any reply.. does that mean we might not have a chance? cause you aren't online, you don't reply my texts.. is everything alright?? i hope so.. =/ Are you trying to avoid me? if you are.. it's okayy.. cause i know i shouldn't text you anything. but when i dont text you, sometimes you might asked:" Have you forgotten about me?" so yeahh. i guess i dont know the right time to text youu. i hope we could text each other really soon.
Todayy, erm.. well. as usal again, DK starts pulling my hairtie and start poking me and pushing me... and Edison and Jennier when they saw me they were like:" where is Dongkuk" and i was like. what the hell.. so when i was walking in the hall, Jennifer and Isabella was behind me.. Jennifer asked the same question.. so i was like:" what the hack.. where's you Edison? oh wait.. look*pointing at edison* he's saving you a sit and waiting for youu!! *smiles* *ran away*" haha! i wish people would stop thinking that DK and I are going out.. it's so freaking annoyingg! goshhh! the worst case now is that this friday is the Dance.. and Faria and I are going to Elana's place.. and guess what? DK is going too! goshhhh! how can this week get any worst???? Everything is just such a screw up.. well.. i hope on friday and saturday, i could partyy all night long.. first.. going to dance staying over at Nurlyana's place (: oh yeahh, Nurlyana, Faria warned me about bringing a jacket.. haha! wonder why your house doesn't have a fan?! it's okayy it's okayy. oh yeahh.. not suree what the hack gonna wear! thought i've choosen one? yes i did.. but.. somehow.. people..are.. never mind.. and in madarin class it was so funnyy.. Well. cause we needa do some translation.. so Ms Miow asked Elliot to translate it.. so he translate it word by word.. and so Ms Miow was like:" I'll show you guys a funny thing when you guys translate word by word" so she put this thing on.. and it was so funnyy.. the sign boards at China.. were all direct translation which make no sense but really funnyy.. and the first picture was like " fuck goods" and Dash and i were laughing before Ms Miow showed us cause we saw it..haha! then slowly scrolled down and the other funny one was " Fuck the fruits area" haha! we were laughing like hell! haha!! (: so yeahhh and Stupid Elliot FLICKER! he was like:" ashley's a whore.. she stole my book" and i was like:" no.. i just snatch it and then gave it back to youu" and then melvin was like:" no, you stole his book" and i wa slike:" goodnesss" and Ms Miow heard Elliot saying i was a whore.. and Ms Miow was like:" Elliot what did you say? sayy sorry now! NOW!" and so he apologize in english and Ms Miow was like:" In mandarin" so yeahh.. stupid Melvin cause when we were in the hall.. Elliot was like:" Ashley*showed the book*" and i was like:" Oh shoot.. i haven't study yet" and so i went over to Elliot's place and said:" may i borrow your book?" and Melvin was like:" say no elliot say no!" so i pushed his head.. and snatch from Elliot but i let go.. why? Cause Melvin,Elliot, Me and some other people were snatching it.. so yeahh.and then Mirsham was like:" ashley, sit here*hitting the chair in front of him*" and i just turned away. i wasn't being rude.. but i gotta get out of the stupid area. soyeah.. Mirsham is so weird.. whenever he sees me.. he'll be like:" bye ashley" and i was like. okayyy... right.. so yeahh.. nothing much to blog..
Apperently, I'm half death
Ashleyy wishes DK would stop bullying her ;
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
9:38 PM