As i waited for your replies, i kept wondering is he ignoring me? when i manage to talk to him, he told me that he couldn't reply cause he was out of credit.. and that's hwy he didn't reply my texts.. few minutes later, you came and talk to me again, asking me to find another guy.. and obviouslyy i'll ask whyy.. and he said:" if you stil wnat me, go get a better guy" and after he said that sentence, i pause.. and my heartbeats so fast.. and there was water filling up my eyes.. and i thought to myself:"what does it means? he is trying to help me to get over him?" everything seems to fall apart.. over friendship is falling apart.. our pass is really tearing me apart.. i feel like i'm in a pool, drowning and he came helping me suddenly, he let go of my hand and i just went all the way down to the pool and i didn't come up ever again.. I dont' want you to let me go and drown in the pool.. i want you to bring me up and save me.. but why must you let me lay there not breathing? I try to get you off my mind as soon as possible but you are always stuck in my music box in my brain.. it goes on and on and on! i never felt so in pain before.. everyone in school. really cheer me up.. eventhough they don't know what's going on.. but they manage to put a smile on my face and that's what i need.. i have girlfriends by my side.. i have an awesome locker friend(no name mention).. i have a person that's full of advice.. i just wish that they know how much they mean to me.. without them.. i might not be able to be so HIGH, be so cheerful, making a complete fool of myself...I lovee you guyss forever! (:

Ashley is heart-broken much and doesn't know what does it mean;Need someone's help as soon as possible