Sunday, May 17, 2009
Cause i don't wanna fight anymore

Everytime, i try to hide the pain, everytime, i try to act like it is okay, everytime, i laugh at it because you guys are.. But one thing you guys dont understand is that, i'm hurt.. ; Brokenheartedgirl.
Hey! look.. it's sunday! Nurlyana is back from the sleepover thingyy.. it looks fun.. well, wish we could have those type of sleepover at someone's place.. haha! it'll be cool(: anywayy.. my day started off okayy.. but not what happend just now. i chat with dk in the evening.. but my sister wnated to use my laptop.. so yeahh.. it was a funny conversation between my sister,dk and I. aha! erm.. so i went to sleep..and dk called. and my sister was waking me up.. showing me my phone..and i answered it.. like i was really tired.. because i was..! okay.. it was really funny! dk was riding his bike while we were talking.. and tsk tsk tsk dude!! it's dangerous..and you know.. at the end, he was like:" erm.. i think i better go.. b... oh shit!! crap! shit!" ahaha! and iwas what the hack..and he said he nearly got bang by a car.. you see.. riding and calling someone isnt a good idea..yeahh.. so i wanted to sleep after that, but i became crazyy.. i started crapping alot.. saying i was gonna die.. because of swine flu in malaysia..and i have a flu now. =(
OKayy. wanna know what happened just now? my mum got mad.. i think it was because of my dad.. okay.. so then..e rm.. she asked my brother and i something.. conversation below:
Mum Nick Me
Do you want your dad and i to pick you guys up tomorrow?
Erm.. i dont know
Anything will do..
So how?
Anything will do..
I DON"T WANT ANYTHING!! IT'S EITHER YES OR NO!!
erm.. erm..
So??? I HATE IT WHEN YOU PEOPLE DONT ANSWER ME!!
we are thinking!
Pick us up lah..
Okay
But i'll be down at 2:50
WHAT! I WONT PICK YOU GUYS UP ANYMORE. GO TAKE THE BUS HOME!!
Because i got P.E.. i need time to change.the let us off at 2:40.. i take time to change..
Few minutes later
YOU GUYS LOVE TO PUT THE BLAME ON ME!
we aren't putting the blame on youu. I'm just saying i'll be late..
*slience*
Okayy. so.. that was over.. i went to grab something.. my sister and i got into like a fight.. here is the conversation:
Amy Me
You sure it's still painful? Or are you faking it??
IT'S PAINFUL OKAY! DO YOU WANT ME TO TWIST YOUR ANKLE AND SEE HOW I FEEL LIKE??!!"
Walk away.! mum got angry! cause my sister told my mum to listen what happen! well.. thanks alot amy.. i'm always the one to blame!!! and mum, now you know how i feel when ever no one answers me or listens to me.. i've been trying to hide that i'm annoyed by it or anything..
Colour??okayy. (: just for you guys.. just to brighten your day (:
Please appreciate what you have now !!
If you have the chance to go back, will you wanna be a kid again?
I miss those times that was always full of ups and down drams with DAMANSARA-IANS
I wish i could turn back the time now =(
Well.. i'm sorry, the colour isn't that lively! i mean the sentences.. i'm so sorryy.. not really in the mood.. =(
Apperenlty, i wish everything will be fine
Ashley wanna turn the time back
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
9:51 PM