Friday, May 29, 2009
I guess, the past can kill
Did this at Poh Yee's place while waiting !!
As i walked around, not wanting to go up to that floor, not wanting to remember those memories, not wanting to cry all over again. I don't want to shed another tear for a useless reason, i don't want to hurt myself all over again, I don't want to be weak again.Yesterday, was our day we got together, it was akward going back today, there were bad and good memories with us there, how can you expect me to just forget about it? I didn't expect this to happen at all. When i actually walked up the stairs, the stairs where i cried because of you, where i was about to commit suicide, where i thought life was a piece of crap, where i thought my life would end just like that, where i got hurt, really hurt, where i would never ever wanna remember. I stayed strong, trying not to cry or shed a little tear, i was being all hyper, making sure everything will be alright, and yeah, i manage to pass it, but did my heart manage to? ;
Heyy! sorry i didn't blog yesterday.!! OKAY! today was the day where i get a little hyper. why? i'm out of the house.. Went back to my previous school, guess what? a little became a whole lot! haha! well, i guess, you can't ever ever stop the hyper ness between Samee,Florence,Poh Yee and I.. We are like the WOOOO babes! hhaha.. Okay, so when i was having my breakfast, Samee called.. Hellooo! it's only 6:40, Samee.. why so early? okay.. then erm.. I went there.. i hugged Samee, walked around with Nick Teh. He and his new love, the camera! haha! well, i think Nick is good at photography and Samee too! but sadly, i haven't seen Nick's before.. haha! okay, so here is the deal.. I went back to my previous school to collect my money.. So, Samee and I collected our money and waited for Florence.. She didn't dare to take because she said she failed Chinese, and she might not get any money.. So Samee and I waited for her (: took pictures with Sean while waiting.
Florenece finally dared to asked for her money, sadly, she was right. It's okay Florence! (: Next, we wanted to wait for Shea Zheng but he take ages to come up, so we gave up waiting for him and head off to the basketball court/field to take some pictures. From then on, I started getting really hyper, then Samee.. My hyper ness went down when Florence gotta go back. and it came back up when Samee and I tried to take Jump shoots. and guess what? success!! hahaha! well, she deleted on of it. =( While we were taking crazy pictures, admaring the view, walking up and down searching for Sze yan, but still no sign of her, so we decided to start taking photos with our old school mates. but NOOOOOO all the boys are camera shy or either that, they can't stand not playing games at that time. There comes the CleoPoh yee! she finally arrive.. we've been waiting for 2 hours!! jokes jokes.. wait, yeah. 2 HOURS!!
The level of hyper ness gain more, same goes to Samee. and when we were taking shoots, i was running and landed on the ground, and my skirt flew up.. and that was lucky no boys saw.. but then, i screamed.. and some boys looked over..! that was really embarrassing. next, we tried to find Sze Yan again, still no sign of her. So took loads more of pictures! what can i say, i love my besties so much that i could even die for them.. so Samee embarrassed herself in front of Cikgu.E, she nearly fell of the stairs. I was being so random, i said I love you to Keah Man, for fun.. so yeahh dont take it the wrong way. and then he thought i was crazy.. He gave me 1 ringgit cause i got his phone and then he said i pay you 1 ringgit for my phone, and he gave me the 1 ringgit and i gave him the phone. and Shea zheng just gotta take it back! i need it you dude face! What did we do next? Wait. oh yeah, we became interested to photography stuff =) and erm.. went over to Dominos, sadly, it wasnt open yet.. Joetan arranging stupid reuion for us! and ask me to get money!! like ask all those ex students to donate.! what the hell! so we bought Fizzy drinks.. went back to school and relax, chit chat. Poh yee totally embarrass herself. I mean she made a complete fool of herself!! So, Poh yee, Samee and I chat with Benjamin Beh, aww, he's such a grown boy now! had fun talking to him! (: Adivce:" take your time, then ask her.. try to get to know her more too *winks* oh yeah, you can do it chubby little grown boy =P"
So we gotta go. Went to Bu4 to celebrate their teacher's day thingy.. i sneaked in.. woo-hoooo! (: we rock! so i finally saw Wong seng! aww.. he look so cute with his camera. hahhahha! jokes jokes. well, we only say hi. One word. and on the net, talk so much crap.. ahha well, the first meet will always be the shy meet.. so meet up more lah =) Thanks Nick and Jyb Ken for the lovely cookies (: and Nick, Why the hell did you show me to this flirtish guy? saying i'm hot? what the hack is your problem man. sighs.. but never mind, it has already happened... NICK TEH!! i didn't take a picture with youuu! aduii!! so after BU4, went over to Mcdonalds to get our lunch and off to Poh yee's place. We were so high, but not Samee. Advice:" it's okay to be scared, but the dog won't bite you, it just barks. dont get scared of that okay?" so we went high again when we were watching a scary movie(did not finish watching it)and i was texting erm Keah Man, Yi en and Lester i think.. so eerm.. i didn't really watch the movie and Poh yee was like:" Sam and Ash, stop texting!! watch!! " I got pissed after XXX texted me something which i hate it so much and what happen when the flirtish guy asked Samee for my email address and contact number..actually Poh yee got really high when Dk called, we were screaming too. ahha! cause she was really crazy!! After that, we were off to hit the make up section, the sad case was that i sucked at putting make up man! Samee is like the BOMB!! Well, took almost 200++ pictures =)
Colour?Sorry, it's a really long post!
I love today!
I love the hyper ness
I made a huge mistake!
Can't wait for the outing, Sze Yan =)
So my mum said 3 minutes till i pick you up. Ended up, 20 minutes later.. my legs hurt when i came home.. oh yeah, pictures on facebook.
Apparently, i lovee today and never wanna forget!!Ashley is freaked out!
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
8:56 PM
Did this at Poh Yee's place while waiting !!