Sunday, June 21, 2009
Don't speak;

Hey people! I'm home sweet home.. time to blog what happen for the pass few days yeah. hahaha! i know i've been updating but not updating about what actually happened.. so yeahh..
Friday- Okay, on friday, i was so happy when school was over cause i couldn't wait for the sleepover at Flora's place and plus, i was so happy cause exam was OVER! So Faria and I were suppose to watch the Choir, but couldn't find them.. Went to the library and 1 hour later, dk came and sat next to me. He was being abit crazy, and his body was burning hot again, so Faria and I took him to the nurse. we FORCED him.. so when the nurse asked him what happen to him, he told the nurse that he was forced to come.. hahaha! so when the nurse said he was okay and normal, Faria and I chat with her for a while and then dk went out he started spinning around and falling on to the grass.. which Faria and I thought he was crazy.. hahaha! so yeah.. erm. so he gave me a box of cookie and erm.. everyone started coming to me, trying to grab a cookie from me. by meaning everybody, i meant the swimmers. so the swimmers gotta go on the bus, so Faria and I went looking for the Choir once again, they just ended too.. went to our lockers to take our stuff and went to Flora's place..
At Flora's place- Erm. we were talking and looking at Mags.. and then we ate noodles and erm.. started taking photos cause we were so hyper then off to hit the showers and erm.. and had our dinner, After dinner, Watched "He's just not that into you" hahaha! I haven't watched it before but i knew some parts. like what is gonna happen next.. cause helloo. it's so predictable. and Flora said i was the love guru cause of that.. Erm. after that, we started making weird videos and we slept really late.. hahaha!! When we were about to sleep, Flora's bladder was full and needed to go to the toilet.. when she opened the door.. A cockroache came out from the toilet.. and we were screaming well, mostly Faria and it was like 2:30 in the morning!!! so we tried to killed it, but couldn't.. i was so tired, i slept first..
In the morning- I woke up at 7 cause i couldn't sleep.. I got very very very little space.. While Flora and Faria got loads. So erm.. the alam went off at 9.. so we woke up and talked.. then had our breakfast.. I was having my breakfast while reading the newspapers.. and and and and!! I SAW ALICE SMITH CHOIR ON THE NEWSPAPAER!!! we are so famous.. Flora got annoyed because she was cut out.She was standing next to Rizzy, then Nurlyana then Dash i think..Hmm. nothing much happen.. The breeze that morning was so nice! then it rained. so after breakfast, went up to watch tv.. we watched till like erm.. 12.. and we haven't shower yet.. so we were rushing after watching tv. hahah! smart right?
Alamanda-Flora, Faria and I reached first.. and we were there at 1:32.. when the party starts at 1:30.. Ainaa was the last to come...Okay, so we went to the cinema to get tickets.. couldn't get drag me to hell.. OMG! we saw bitch Sarah!!! She thought we were gonna ask her to stay with us. but we didn't cause we rock! (: anyway, so erm.. after the movies, we were on a mission to get some stuff.. Ashley-School bag Ainaa-Boardshorts Loni- A can of cheese Flora-NOTHING Faria-NOTHING.. so yeahh.. erm. couldn't find a freaking bag shop.. so didn't buy anything.. erm.. i don't think Ainaa got her shorts too.. same as loni.. Okay, so i haven't got Ainaa a present and Loni wanted to buy her a suprise cake.. So i paid most of it.! (: and haha! we met Mr.Cute.. It was hilarious.. wanna know just ask me.. erm.. so we were so loud. We sang the birthday song so loudly that everyone was staring.. hahaha! we were making loads of loud noises.. haha! which everyone stared at ys.. but mostly stared at Loni,Faria,Flora and I cause we were wearing burger king hats on our head the whole day! hahahaha!!
Night- Went back with Faria and they dropped me off at A&w.. After that, went for dinner, over ate.. hahaha! nothing much happen next. i was so tired.. so yeah..
Colours?
*tearing*
*crying*
*in pain*
I don't get you.. it was just a joke. and you said i'm cheating on youu.. i mean.. i understand small little misunderstanding.. but you made me feel like. oh, never mind..Family, i don't know.. It's like, you guys are always thinking i'm on the computer every single time. and think i'm stupid think all the negative stuff about me.. DO YOU know it's hurting me??? It's like, when i do the right thing, nothing happens. When they do the right things, they get loads of stuff.. i try to hard every time just to get a little support..yes, i do.. but it doesn't feel the same.. and you guys think i'm always getting everything i want...But when will you guys actually know my feelings??? When?? WHEN WHEN WHEN? My life, everything is already getting screwed up, but you aren't able to see it cause i put a smile on it no matter what, i do whatever it takes just to make you guys happy and not worrying about how i feel.. instead, I'm dying inside..Friends, making them smile, making sure they are okay is what always makes me happy. Whether I'm happy or not, i still want them to be happen because they mean so much to me..
Apparently, schools tomorrow
Ashley is not in a right mood now.
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
4:46 PM