Monday, June 29, 2009
Everything is falling apart ;
Hey hey hey! Not really a good day today! Today was not a really nice day for me..! everything was like.:" OUCH!" I tried to be all crazy, happy.. but i can't.. Whenever i look at you, my mind creates an image of you walk out of school on the last day of school. Guess what, we only have 18 days. It's so strange. you asked me not to count, but you, yourself counted. what is this?
So Games first. Well, Faria and I rocked. hahaa! in our own way.. erm.. then Maths, had a hudge headache.. break. went to the nurse.. she gave me this salt water thingy to drink.. and it was a bit yucky, and erm.. then it tastes like coconut water. hahaha! weird.. but i still think it taste yucky. =P okay so erm.. I heard the big news Yf... Congratz. anyway.. erm.. so it was English next.. i got level 5A yay! I'm so happy! even Mrs Brooks was. yipeee! erm.. Natisha and i could have got level 6c. but again! careless mistakes! so stupid! okay.. erm. next.. it was MFL 2. which is Mandarin.. let's see.. Ms. Miow got pissed at me cause i didn't cring the book.. and then erm.. what else?Lunch.. continued with my badminton game.. 3rd set lost.. 4th set won. 5th set lost.. we played best of 5.. werid.. hahaha.. erm.. then it was music.. i injured myself whileplaying badminton.. so yeahh. but it's okay.. gonna play for 3rd and 4th.. isn't that bad okay... hmm. okay, anyway.. Music.. hmm.. Mr.D was our cover teacher! how suckish is that? and we gotta make our own football club song! and i wasn't in the mood! and it sucks like hell!!!!! On the bus.. it was so quiet cause i was having a headache, same as Lateef and yeahh. so i slept.. i think same as Lateef.. so yeahh..erm.. yeahh.
SO Adrian and I are having this deal Well, i can't tell out here, cause i know Faria would read and I'm not suppose to tell anyone. haha! so yeahh.. ADRIAN! you are going down! cause i rock in this and plus, I WILL PROVE YOU WRONG!! muahhaa! prepare for getting owned! =P
Colours.
I still miss U.S.A CHOIR!
I'm sorry..
Sick of everything ;
I'm sorry.. I seriously sorry.. I didn't tell you what have been up.. and you thought i didn't like you anymore.. do you know that when you said:" I BET YOU DON'T LIKE ME ANYMORE" it made me tear cause i thought it was youu.. Whenever I'm with you, you'll be like:" I hate this school.. I wanna leave as soon as possible" .. How am i gonna face it?? I've been trying to stay strong. amking sure not to think about it.. and that's why, today... I ignored youu. not really ignore you.. but i was clearing my mind.. about all the questions going through my mind..My computer in my mind, seems to be jaming up because of the amount of questions that are going in and none coming out.. It's just that.. If you hate this school so much and want to leave so badly, what am i to you? i mean.. why in the heck, did you bring me into your life? I talked to Sienwei about this.. I seemed to agree with her.. I fall for the same type of guys, that talks the same, attitude exactly same.. everything same.. But, why???
Apparently, I cried when i was talking with Sienwei on the line
Ashley is just being messed up!
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
9:05 PM
