Wednesday, June 3, 2009
I can't hold back anymore
I don't know how can you stand this pain.. Wait, maybe because you never had this pain before.. Why? You've been hurting me so much, I fall youu laugh.. You fall, i help you get back up.. You were alone, i came for you.. When i was, you weren't. You say that we, FRIENDSFOREVER, I used to believe in that, but not anymore.. You copied whatever i did, i didn't mind, when i just get a little info from you, you yell at me.. I tried to be okay, i tried to be strong, i was there when you needed a friend, where were you when i needed you? I've always thought you were the kind of friend that i could trust.. That i could lean on when something isn't right.. I guess, you weren't really my true friend;
Heyy! It's Wednesday guys!! Urghh! Hate it.. Hate WEDNESDAYS! Okayy. so this week is week B.. so erm.. it's like.. urghh! bad! okay.. english, it was okay.. History, didn't do much.. Break, gotta eat my lunch cause lunch time we gotta practise our assembly(when i'm not in it)... then it was Science.. Mrs Willis wasn't in school, and Ms Brooks was our cover teacher! It was so quite in class! Urghh! it sucks so much!! ICT, did some feed back.. what the hack, i don't wanna do this stupid thing.. rather do a blog thingy..!!! LUNCH TIME! wow! the joy.. well, Jess and I were hyper, Dk couldn't stop jumping, Patrick was being stupid, The rest sat down.. Ms A was so stressed out.. So Jess wanna control the computer, and i was gonna help Shameeh..but Ms. A wants me to control the lights.. So when it was time to perform, this got bad.. i was sitting alone at the back.. cause there was where the switches were or the lights.. and when some girls came in and boys, they started saying :" loser loser loser! Ashley is a loser! You suck!" So yeah.. Wednesday sucks yeah? Then the joy how to end it.(sarcastic tone).. MATHS!! The good hting is that. MR. D wasn't in school again. Ms. K was our cover teacher, went to her ICT room.. secretly when on FACEBOOK.. i was so smart enough to prevent from getting caught, unlike the other 2 sitting near me.. So that's why Hollie got caught..
I was hyper after MATHS.. really hyper.. no idea why. haha! so yeah.. Badminton was next. woo hoo! FInally get to do some sports..! but i have to wear an ankle guard.. darn.. and no idea why, my ankle hurts out of sudden when i was playing.. then the pain stopped and it comes back again.. it's an "on off" pain!! So, I'm scared Flora will kill me tomorrow.. Becuase i was gonna serve, and it kindaa head the back of her head.. which was really painful.. so so so sorry FLORA! I didn't mean too!!
Colour timeI wanna tell you how i feel, but you wont understand;
You won't understand, you are the friend i'm taalking about...
I wish you know how it feels like waiting for you in a bookshop doing nothing for 1 hour!
A conversation between Florence and I (:
` Florenceee ; says (10:27 PM): *shes like , this person we dont know nemore.
AshleyyyN <3> *Yeah! she's like.. a different person.. a girl i dont know.. a girl which doesn't care about her old friends.. a girl that thinks a hug means i still care for you.. a love you means i'm gonna be by your side forever.. but no!! she's a fake.. she doesn't care how we feel.. *she just care about her new friends
AshleyyyN <3> *but *i dont get it *they spend almost *like the whole day together *why can;t she let them know *that she can come with me *she can see them everyday *they have holidays *not me
` Florenceee ; says (10:30 PM): *AGREED !
| (10:31 PM) ` Florenceee: | aiyoo , shes mean la . |
| (10:31 PM) AshleyyyN <3: | it's like.. a mirror.. the same person in the mirror. look exactly like her..
but..
but...
a total different personality |
| (10:32 PM) ` Florenceee: | ashhleeeyy !
|
So yeah, thanks Florence, you are the first person i've told about this friend thingy. you hurt you once, she hurt me once, who else can she hurt?? Well, i was on TV, this guy was tlaking about something.. suddenly he was talking about love.. and it was so sweet.. so yeahh.. erm.. My mood now is like bad.. My body is aching.. my eyes feels warm.. my heart feels in pain.. seriously. not a joke about my heart bit.. am i gonna die?!
Apparently, Hope that friend knows i;m talking about her now..
Ashley is in bad pain/crying
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
9:41 PM
