Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Sometimes the truth is worth knowing
There was a time when i was a little girl, playing with toys. A little girl that doesn't seem to care about whether we get injured or anything. BUt now, a little girl soon grows into a teen, that which she's scared of the world now, she scared to love, she's scared to fall, she's scared to break, she's scared of everything.. ; I miss youu ..
Heyy! Guess what? I love TUESDAYS!! Hell yeah i do.. BUt not today!let's see.. PSHE, Jess and I won't be doing anything for our assembly since our video got cut out.. So basically, we were sitting doing nothing when everyone is worrying about stuff.. Drama was the best for today.. it cheered Jess and I.. break, nothing much happen.. PE.. Couldn't do canoeing as casue my stupid ankle isn't recovered yet! The good thing about tomorrow is that, i'm able to play badminton! mum bought an ankle guard.. woo-hoo!! Finally! I can do sports again.. about time!!! but Canoeing is over! darn it.. anyway, Geography was next... Boring.. but Mr Willam's so way better than Mr spence.. I got level 5b for my project.. it sucks.. congratz to Nurlyana and Jess for getting 6b but Shandi getting 6b?? unbelievable.. can you guys believe that?? I can't.. Urghh.. Shandi pisses me off today.. Lunch, we gotta practice our assembly which Jess and I dont have to do anything.. but to sit and watch... Shandi and Hannah skipped.. Screw them! It's important okay. F you guys..!! If you guys dont give a shit, why the hell are you guys in school?!
Maths, Lucky stupid maths broing teacher wasn't here.. Well, Faria and I got mad when we went in the maths room..! F those bitaches.. and urghh.. it's like.. yes, he isn't in school.. but you can't just take poeple's sits.. just because you guys are cool and whatever, doesn't you can do whatever you want!! If you guys weren't cool, i'll 100% F you guys off my seat!! So, Flora, Faria and I sat together.. It's good.. but.. we can't concetrate!! so i wrote letters on Flora's and Faria's organizers... No idea why did i do that.. Maybe i'm just crazy over PSHE.. Jess wanna try to ask Ms A again tomorrow.. but i doubt she wont.. Cause Astrea doesn't want to.. but if one person doesn't want it, doesn't mean you can stop others.. Our group is the suckest. no offence.. and it's because there's nothing but stupid slide show!! not even an ACT!! that's the whole point of the video.. and before the video got cancelled, we showed to the class, and they were giving a lot of bad comments of it.. i mean.. just because ths ound isn't good? because it was LUNCH time.. and the 6 formers were playing their loud music! and it's not easy to get people to answer our question!!
Let me see, wasted 2 lunch time to do the video.. wasted time at home doing the video, wasted music lesson doing the video, wasted battery to do the video, wasted electricity to charge it full just for the video..and it's all gone! you guys may think i'm over reacting.. !! but.. urghh. and then.. when i was like:" okay now, jess and i will show you guys a video" when i said that, Shandi and Hannah D were insulting my accent and everything.. they were copying what i said.. and.. urghh.. i wish i could just killl them!! Damn it, i'm not feeling well.. I must be careful, my neighbour got denggi..! 3 of them.. damn. imight be suffering from it too.. throat=AWFUL.. Eyes=TEARING.. Body=ACHING... Head= HEADACHE... so.. am i suffering from denggi???
Colour TimeFaria
Nurlyana
Flora
Goodbyeeeeeeee!
How can i trust you anymore? you said you'll come, you never came, you left me all alone.. I said i was okay with it. but do you really actually know i felt like when you say you have to go back? When i saw the pictures that were taken by your friends, on the same day that you said you'll come.. My heart just break into pieces.. A friend... a Best friend can just ditch you.. I mean, there were 5 of your friends, you've hung out with them for 4 hours.. and why can't you ask them to go on their own.. i was left in the bookstore all alone, not a single phone from you saying you wont be able to come.. until i called you.. There's so many things i wanna tell you when i hugged you and you hugged me! Until, the look on your friends face.. They didn't even wanna introduce themselves, they didn't even wanna say a single hey.. I wasted my time waiting for you to come to the bookstore, but in the end, you say you couldn't make it... if you said earlier, i could have look for some other people to go with(if i can actually find one).. I don't know, it feels like, old buddies, seem to forget about our friendship...
Apparently, today really was fcuked upAshley just wishes her friends would know how i feel
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
10:28 PM
