Saturday, June 27, 2009
Words fall through me and always fool me, and I can't react;
Hey hey hey! I didn't blog much last night cause my mood was crazyy!
And i won't blog much today either.. sorryy..
I'm gonna change my blogskin soon.. so yeahh!
Edited- I nearly cried when i watched Mj's concert.. it was so sad. to see what a great singer and dancer he is.. just to pass away..When i switched to the other channel, it played the song you are not alone by MJ, and i nearly cried.. it was so sad. I know I'm not a big fan of him.. But still, He was the one who introduced "Moon walk" and everything. He sang heal the world. when i was singing along, i thought to myself, he tried to heal the world, he loves kids, he didn't abbuse a kid.. and when he sang "i'll be there" It was worst, after singing, he mention the names of his siblings, but they weren't there. it shows that he misses them... I remember, no one cared about MJ, but when he pass, everyone just cried and cried.. Is that how you treat a person? He died, because of over doze of painkiller and ended up have a heart attack.. He, took loads of painkiller cause he was in pain, the pain that everyone caused him, the pain that everyone said he was a child abbuser, the pain that will never go away even though you take a painkiller tablet. The pain that his father caused him, has made him into a man he was.. His father never gave him time to have a normal childhood life.. If you have friends now, you are consider as a good childhood, even though you can't go hang outs but still parties.. For MJ, everytime he reaches home, he spends 3 hours with school work then singing, if he sings out of tune, his dad will hit him.. imagine... and you said you hate your parents cause they don't allow you to go hang outs? well, it's already a good thing you have friends and get to go to parties. MJ, he doesn't have any friends at all.. only when he became famous. He still acts like a small little kid, cause he didn't had any childhood and that is why he had a "neverland" place to stay.. It's like peter pan.. He never grows up. same goes to MJ.. it's like his very own theme park.. when i was watching true hollywood story on E!, i almost shed a tear.. He, never had a great life.. Therefore, MJ, I'm here typing this, and letting the world know that you will forever be in our heart.. where ever you are.. may you rest in peace.
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
6:45 PM
