I'm sorry, I didn't know that this would happen, I didn't know. I'm so sorry. if you are mad or sad or whatever, I so so so sorry. I didn't mean to.. And it's not easy for me to beg now, cause she's injured, he's busy and angry.. What else can i do??? How i wish you would understand.. i hope you do...

Hey hey hey! Friday= UNLUCKY DAY EVER. Finally school's open.. but for a day.. So arrived.. and start seeing people signing each other's shirt. it was so sad to see them leaving. SUDDENLY, i say people signing Dash's shirt. and i didn't know SHE WAS LEAVING! I've lost 2 buddies of mine. Science and Mandarin. But it's okay for Science, i still have Flora.. But one thing, Mandarin.. sighss. Dash, why? i know i know. I've asked you this.. and you said this is life, it'll come soon too. I know i know. but why now? I've promised myself not to cry, pinky sweared that i will stay strong.. So the first period, we did nothing.. wait, we cleared our lockers then second period nothing then it was break. then it was assembly. nothing much.. my eyes were kinda full of tears when it came to an end. Where they put up the slide show and the song came up. The song, the song i cried for.. the song which was really sad.

After that, Year 8 gave away the silly awards but didn't manage to do the Year 8 got talent. so, it's okay. Anyway, we went back and did nothing... It was so sad. Well, i've promised myself not to cry, so i didn't. Lateef was asking me whether i cried during the Assembly cause i looked so sad and all. Hmm, Lateef, you are the only guy that asked me that.. haha. and OMG! Melvin, he was sitting behind me, and then when the assembly ended, he poked me. what the heck.. So.. oh yeah, in the morning, dk played"tong hua" on the piano. i told him not to play just in case.. Cause that brought a little memories back at Damansara and i'm scared to cry, plus, remember, i've promised. haha (: So our bus was the lastest! it came half an hour late..dammn it right? haha yeahhh.. So Ken, he waslike:" Why didn't you cry? you were suppose to cry" and i was like. what the F! is it a compulsory? NO.. so yeahh.. i shed a tear on the bus when Lateef and Faria were talking.. and then, when Faria got off the bus, i was like.. sighs. and then Lateef was like poor youu.. and pat my head. Thanks Lateef..

Well, Lateef told me something else which i can't tell cause it's a cover up of something. You know, Lateef seems to tell me everything, but i only told him half of everything.. haha. but. well, i don't wanna tell... Actually no one knows what actually is my decision and everything.. only me and someone on this planet.Ohhhh, It's was so sad to see most of the poeple leaving..

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"Goodbye, one simple word, easy to say, easy to wave, but not easy to let go the ones you love" I made that up. and it actually made me cry. I know i know. I'm not suppose to cry.. cause i've pinky swore and promised. but i just couldn't resist.. It was so sad.. Watching them leaving one by one..Watching them going on their buses.. Watching their sweet smile leaving..Wataching them giving us the memories that will forever be remembered.. We will miss youu.