Sunday, July 5, 2009
You know i care for you, You know i love you ;
Love 4 simple words.. make some people happy and sometimes it hurts people.. what does love mean?? I used to cry night or day whenever i watch something that relates to us.. or listen to a song that reminds me of him.. or look at the poem he gave me.. not just the poem.. but those stuff he gave me.. as i looked at those stuff.. i wonder to myself.. am i gonna wear it or am i gonna keep it till it collects dust.. =(
Yeahh.. maybe you are right.. you can't predict life.. neither love.. so whatever happens. it just happen. you cant do anything. cause this is not a fairytale.. we aren't in a fairytale.. we are the writers.. we do whatever we want to the fairytale to make it happy.. (:
Those words, I was looking back at some stuff that Sien wei and I were talking about.. It really made me thing about the situation I'm in. While I'm looking back at those stuff, there seem to be sad songs playing on my computer.. and i actually am crying while typing this.. there were so many memories that i just wish it would not stay in my heart or my mind forever. I just want to forget everything that have ever happened to me. Honestly, I need to blast out what i feel now, i can't take it anymore..
Hey ! (: Erm. today isnt a good day that's all i can say.. so yeahh..
Colours
July 6th
Choir coming back!
don't feel like going to school tomorrow =/
I'm driving crazy in here.. And i've finally told him !!
Apparently, is going mad!
Ashley hates you!
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
9:05 PM
