Wednesday, August 19, 2009
It's the heart afraid of breaking ;
It's been a while now. It's been a week now, I've been feeling like this. I know i was the one who broke you heart yet i don't understand why are you being mean? If this is your revenge, you win. If this a war you wanna start between us, i surrender. Looking at you, being nice to everyone else, but not me..It's hurtful, but i gotta live with this pain now. I thought you said we could be good friends. I guess your meaning of good friends is good enemies?! I've been thinking, I've been crying, I've been trying so hard to heal this pain.. But those words that you said to me, kept coming up.. All those harsh words.. As i told my sister about this, it made me cry a little more. As my sister tried to cheer me up by singing, i cried more. How can i explain this to you?! I can't.. I want to.. but i know you won't understand ;
Hey hey hey! ((: It's been a hell week. Wait sorry. second day of the week. It's tuesday baby! Tuition was not so fun. Carin wasn't there. well, half the class wasn't that. but yeah.. Sister and i finally broke the curse i think. haha. well, it's because every time I'm sad, she's happy and every time I'm happy she's sad. This curse thingy sad and happy.. it's not lke base on normal stuff. but base on our love life.. so yeahh. i'm sad, she's sad.; ANYWAY, it rained heavily today. A sign for me... a rainy day would always mean either lucky or sad. and today was sad. and it's true. so yeah. I couldn't stop singing such a sad love song.. and got that song stuck in my sister's head. haha! ((: Tomorrow going out with Nurlyana and Dhakshenya.. staying over too. can't wait.
Colours;
It' feels so sad
It feels so cold
It feels so lonely ;
Blah Blah Blah... Really need to talk to Sien wei. I need to talk to you badly. I need you badly. I need your shoulder badly. I need your advice badly..
Apparently, I just wish I would let it goAshley thinks a fake smile wouldnt hurt, would it
Ashley signing off
tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
12:11 AM
