Thursday, September 17, 2009
I just want to get you out ;
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let the aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Gone,
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
He was my North,my South, my East, My West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight,my talk,my song;
I thought that love would last forever; I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now; Put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
I nearly cried for this poem when Ms.Daw gave it to us. =/ It's so touching. but the poet is GAY!
Hey hey hey! (: Sorry for not blogging for long. I've been so busy this week. Wanna know the whole week stuff i've been on to? Monday-Badminton trials. Tuesday-Volleyball game. Wednesday-Volleyball training. Thursday-Volleyball game. I feel so mean for ditching Faria all the time. I'm so so sorry. Now a days, hmm. I dont really hang out with Nurlyana somehow. maybe she's too busy with TANAYA =P Well, Jess, Faria and Nurlyana left me during break. I told Faria i would be in the P.E block just to pass up the slip. when i came out, they were gone. =/ oh well.. Lunch, i couldn't find them either. plus, we gotta stay back for Science for a well. oh boy... Nothing happen next after that.. I shared some sad stuff with Michelle =) nice talking to you...
Dinner was weird. and funny. We were just talking about school. and all. and then somehow it went to the relationship topic. haha. So dad was like:" i can read the boys . whether they are in love" and my brother started laughing at my mum cause she couldn't. haha. SO my brother asked whether he could read the girls. and he actually could. he said:" ashley??! something in the past lah. something bothering her" and my mum was like:"Bai xiao one is it? That's why lah. keep wanting to go back" hahaha. wowwwww. how in the world do they know??!!
Somehow, i feel like nothing is not right. Everything seems to been so messed up as time comes closer to the last day we can spend together.It's weird and difficult for me to type it all out here. cause it is. I've talked to someone about this.. it does feel better but not so much.
Every where i go, everything reminds me of us. I know i know. 2008 was so long time. but still. why is it so hard to forget someone? why why why???
Apparently, my head hurts.
Ashley feels like telling XXX but afraid.
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
10:03 PM
