The day I saw you ♥

Friday, September 18, 2009

It wasn't you ;

Such a gloomy day, so as our hearts ;

I know how much it means to you that he wasn't around today. I know how it hurts. I know why you couldn't smile. I've been through those times before and yet, still going through.. Looking at you how sad you were today reminded me of every moment i had together with him. I sure do look happy at school, but when i came home, it was all different.. I tried to control my pain, but i couldn't. I don't blame you... It was just that I wasn't strong enough to handle such a small matter. I know i can't change the past, but yet why am I trying so hard?!

Hey hey hey.!(:
Today wasn't that bad. But just, Nurlyana, Cheer up! ((: You were so sad. I know i know... sighs. You can't do anything. It's just a few days right? Okay you know what, i shall shut up about this situation.

Malay-We were hyper, as awlays.
Break-Nothing much happen.
Science-Got yelled at by the teacher.
Mandarin-Had fun too.
Lunch-Way way hyper.
Maths-Dead.
English-So so so so CRAZYYYY!

I know i know, we maybe sick, but that's us. Oh yeah Flora, My brother said that you are sexy too. and to Michelle too. hahaaaaaaaaaa.! Ken wanted to pull my brother's trousers down. mauhahaa. he wanted to SLAP me too. crazy too. I didn't see Lateef today :( he wasn't in school. naww. It wasn't that fun. well, almost the same la. OMG! the bus ride home was just so so weird. Cause i got up the bus and told Faria about English. That i changed the lyrics of Good Girls Go Bad. hahaa. it's sick. Don't ask. unless you wanna know...So, we borrowed Ken's ipod and played that song and changed the lyrics. and it was so so funny. hahaaa. oh oh oh.... and Kirean yeah, he like came up on the bus and sat next to me like really near. and did the eye contact thingy.. and one of my brother's friend asked him whether we are dating. and he said yeah. haha. and i was like Yeah we are. and my brother's friend was like did you ask Nick's permission? and Kirean said yeah.... and then my brother's friend congratz him and then asked him whether it's his turn to take me as his girlfriend. and i was like. what the heckkk.!

So yeahhhhhhhhhhh. The first time, seeing you not smiling for the whole day. You did smile but but but... you were all sad again.:( I've never seen you this sad before. Normally like if you are sad, you'll cheer up later on. but but. not today :(

Wow. my sister's friend is scaring me. Why are so so Obsessed with her man.! haha. the song. Omgg. faria and i sang that song too. and it was so so FUNNY! and i remembered like...a loud song came playing the after that. haha. we were almost deaf.and when we sang knock you down, we were doing the actions. it was so so funny. Navin was just staring at us at the weird look! =P

WE ARE SO SO SO COOL!

Apparently, I'm looking back at the past

Ashley just wishes she would be okay. =/

Ashley signing off

Tata

xoxo
ashleylicious

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