" tick tock tick tock. That's all i could hear. Papers in front of you, pencils and pens down. As i lay my head down, the Ticks and the TOCKs got louder. I told myself "time is running out. Why should i waste my time waiting? Time is going pass so fast, i don't wanna to cry. Time is running so quickly, I don't want them to leave soon. Isn't it scary?! Being out there alone when all you could hear is the clock ticking?! I was once alone in the darkness, wondering.. when will someone be there for me.. and the clock was ticking loudly. "I'm scared" cried myself.. No one was there when i needed them. No one was there when i needed support. No one knows what's breaking my heart. No one understands when i explain to them.. NO ONE. "

Hey there! (: It's a MONDAY! yippppeee -DOOOOOOOO. NOT! I was so freaking tired and i had to wake up for school. GRR. Mum tried to wake me up, i couldn't.. she shook me hardly and i finally woke up. Got ready for school. went to the bus stop. got on the bus. chit chatted. Lateef said this to Elena" I know you are listening . you just act you aren't" haha! that's what both of us do. =P high-5 ELENA (: anyway, reached school. helped Navin to train for biggest loser (: so kind of me. (: so the bell rang. ENGLISH first. the joyy. jeez. then break. urrggh. DT. omgg. about time. licked the whole bowl of chocolate. and Aditya came up to me and said" eww. you are crazy?1" and i went"not. it's nice, you want some?" and he was like" is it cadbury ?" and i said"yeaah" and he said" yuuum" but didn't take any. stupid. haha! I'm so kind to you Aditya and you are so mean to me :( haha!

HISTORY NEXT.! the JOY?! yay. almost done with the Prezi. (: LUNCH. urrgh.. drama. fun. Mandarin. BORING! urrgh. badminton sucky!

I was in the mood to blog jsut now but not anymore.

"Honestly, i know you care about me and you were worried. but it's my life. i know you tell me everything, but don't stalk me. I know you're curious, but pleasee. give me some space. I want to handle this myself. I know yelling at you is wrong now. but.. cause i know you'll just say I'm stupid. I still you want you in my life, and i will forever will. but.. stop asking me questions to everything i say, making me look like a fool or a dumbass in front of him. and now, he thinks I'm stupid behind my back. How am i gonna trust anyone. ? :'( "



Apparently, I'm crying my heart out again ;