Monday, December 14, 2009
I dont wanna cry no more ;
Halloween, good times, good times
"It's hard for me to say goodbye. It's been a year since i've known you. Year 8, term 2.. i remembered how we met. And now, you're gone, who's gonna be there for me when i need a shoulder? When i need help? Who's gonna be my MSN buddy?! Who's gonna introduce me to some nice songs? Who's gonna hit me in the back just cause I'm acting crazy?! Who's gonna be the one controlling Faria and I ? Who's gonna laugh with Faria and I?! "Hey there (: yes, the starting of this post is really sad. i know. Well, i'm sorry guys if you haven't lost a best friend.. anyway, i screwed up GEOGRAPHY test.. and today sucked. except the fact that Elliot got whacked in the ass =P came home.. chat.. did everything. dinner.. came home.. Nurlyana told me to read her blog post.. and i started crying. For how long I have no idea.. As I'm typing this, I'm still crying. Looking at the picture we won.. So i was in a conversation with Ainaa, Yip and Nurlyana. Ainaa tried to cheer me up with her QQQ obsession. Didn't want Yip to know. dont want him to worry much.
So now, everyone is school kinda knows. and Elliot was being such an ass for talking so muuch..
I feel like puking, is it heart sick?! is it friendship sick? or whatever sick my dad calls it.. all i know for now is that i nearly died in school and I'm serious. I was chocking to death that i teared and my tummy hurts so badly. like.. something has been ripped out..
"I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of trying so hard to control it, I'm tired of hiding it all in acting like everything is okaay. I'm just scared.. I've lost so many people closed to me before, 3 in fact and i'm not ready to lose another one. "During dinner, brother was showing off his new"ring tone" but obviously someone had to call him. so my uncle wanna hear it. My dad called my brother and it rang. the ring tone was"pick up bitch" and everyone in the restaurant jsut stared at us after it rang. haha. (:
Sorry peeps, i dont really have any mood to blog so yeaah. and one last thing before i go, i shall do the colour thingy for Nurlyana (:
I loveee youuu
FRIENDS FOREVER
NO MATTER WHAT
Apparently, i'm gonna use a whole box of tissueAshley just wish time would stop now
Ashley signing offtata
xoxo
ashleylicious
9:45 PM
