Thursday, January 7, 2010
All I keep with me, is the memories of youu ;
*2009, Halloween*
"It's so painful to know that you won't be there anymore"Hey people. As you guys know, school starts today.I couldn't sleep the night before as I was crying. I was thinking about how is it like on the morning bus without Lateef and how the class, break, lunch won't be the same without Nurlyana.
So, morning I woke up. Hope it won't go that bad.. I went on the bus, and i forgot where i've sat, and Ken came up to me and asked"is it the right place?" and i just sat down and stared at that empty seat. Cause normally when Lateef is there, I'll know I'm one seat behind him... but now.. It's different. So i tried not to think of that again.. but i couldn't. He's always the one i talk to in the morning. as for Ken, he has his year 8's to talk to & i have nothing to talk to him about. As i just stared into empty space, I over heard some people talking on the bus. and it sounded sick to me, I was laughing to myself like i was a mad person, but. few minutes later, I was sad again. Cause Lateef would laugh with me and understood. =/ So came Faria's stop, and there was a new guy on the bus. He's in year 8. he sat at that empty seat. and it hit me right away. When i was new in Year 8 term 2, the first person i sat next to was Lateef, and now.. It's just an empty seat. I turned away and tried to hold my tears back. I looked out the window and thought to myself"It's a sad day for me and you(the sky)" I know it's sily, but hey. it was gloomy.
We arrived school, we had to do the H1N1 check again. and no idea why. Faria, Sabiha and I walked together. It was better now as we talked about something sick. As we arrived at the locker, i k new Nurlyana would be there. Cause we are late. but then, i just remembered that she's off now. It was really sad. Faria and I walked together to tutor and it started to drizzle. I hugged Faria and told her that it's from Nurlyana. and i told everyone that Nurlyana misses them like hell. As that was my task. (: I told ms.A that Nurlyana said one. (: aww. I miss it. Nurlyana, now we aren't doing numbers =/ Oh yeah, when we were in Mr.A's class, Faria and I took down our chairs to sit, even Nurlyana, and both of us just sighed. and said there's a blob and it's nurlyana.(: Went to assembly. It was sad, as Nurlyana would normally be sitting next to us, so as Jess. but Jess sat with Vicky & Charlie. After assembly was maths. the joy. it was the usual. boredom! and it was break. it drizzled again. Was kinda-ish hyper, to get me out of the sadness. and here comes SCIENCE.
SCIENCE was the best today, i got to say. Not because we were learning about sex reproduction. It's cause Mr.M, like.. made me not think about any sadness. for the start of the lesson only. where he said
I like sex. yes. He said that. and then he asked me a question, i wasn't listening cause i was thinking about it again. I was thinking How's nurlyana? I hope she's okay. I can't text back cause I'm afraid of my bill. how's lateef? How are they?!?! so after science, i was kinda down. we watch Macbeth. and it was lunch. Oh, i miss the girl who always have noodles. I miss her noodles! : '( I was sad alright. I'm not sure about the rest. Music was next. hey nurlyana, we are safe. we didn't perform it. we don't have to. (: instead we were talking about cinemas and stuff. the sound effects. Nothing much. Faria and I turned sick again.(: It cheered me up. (: the last was Dt. it wasn't that bad. It was the usual. fun. nice. interesting. i don't know about the others but there was some parts when Mr.Quick was explaining, it was kinda sick. oh, how i wish i have someone in my class to laugh about that statement.=/ After school, I switch my locker to Faria's and Faria took Nurlyana's. (:
We walked to the bus. I was kinda in a depression mood again. As Lateef always have food! I mean, Navin has food too. But today, he didn't give some to me. =/ and I know Lateef would =P So Faria and i decided to call Lateef. Wow. We passed the phone like so many times. haha.! Oh it was nice to talk to you Lateef. So Faria continued her story, reading thingy. and I jsut listened to my ipod. and faria jsut gotta get down! So i had KEN to talk to. WHAT IS THERE TO TALK TO KEN ABOUT! NOTHING! Even Anisa said it's quiet without Lateef, and I agree. It's so quiet. =/ I can tell that Ken misses Lateef like how much we all do. but all he just admit was"no, a bit only" yeah sure Ken.
This is such a long post. As I know nurlyana wants to know everything. But just in case I can't go online at the same time. I know I can go online now, but i think i rather blog first. (:
Colours
Nurlyana!
I miss youuuu!!
LOADS OF THINGS CHANGED!
Oh yeah nurlyana, they changed some rules in school and some part of the school. Hope you visit soon!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
Apparently, I'm in a sad mood
Ashley wishes Nurlyana would be in school today.
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
5:03 PM
*2009, Halloween*