Sunday, January 3, 2010
Do you know what it feels like to be me? ;
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"There's a hole in my heart. A wound that will never be recovered. "Hey there people. I'm not as hyper as you see. Well, the only reason is that.. I've been such a sad person today. Nurlyana is leaving today. I forgot to text her.! How can i forget! : '( I'm missing her so much now. She's most probably on the plane now back to Brunei. I still can't believe she has to leave so soon. or rather, i still can't believe the year went pass so fast.
This blog post is kinda depressing and sad, i know. What can I say, I'm just an emotional girl.
Nurlyana! I will miss you so so so so so so so so so so MUCH. Faria too.!! Do you wanna bet that everything will not be the same WITHOUT you?! I'll place my bet. RM100.. Ahh. Faria and I will try to go to Brunei and visit you. that is if my mama allows. i hope so!!
Ahh. I can't sleep, but my eyes are hurting.! Am i starting to cry again?!?!? I can't sleep now a days. Is it cause there's something wrong?!?! It's not the dream this time that is bothering me. it's something else. Is it cause we haven't been chatting in ages?!?! Is it cause i feel like I'm losing you and them?!??! Oh, I don't know.
Colours??
OMG!
STUPID FACEBOOK!
IT ALWAYS GOTTA GET STUCK ON THE 13th MINUTE OF UPLOADING THE VIDEO!
Ahh : '( I'm such a sad person now. You know i just remembered that i haven't done my science note cards! : '( I'm so lazy to do it. but we have science when we get back. and you know what i found out!! MY ENGLISH HOMEWORK IS SOMEHOW NOT IN MY COMPUTER! SCREW THIS HOLIDAY MAAN!
I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh,
but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.
Apparently, I'm having mood issues.
Ashley wants you to stay !
Ashley signing off
tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
12:15 AM
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