Wednesday, January 20, 2010
I'm waiting for all to come to an end.
*2009, Badminton Seasac, Singapore"Hey hey hey. Wednesdays are normally okay and ends really fast for me. But not today. Today just sucked badly... Morning, on the bus, major major major headache! : '( got off the bus, went to the lockers started coughing again. I almost puke=/ i coughed the whole way to tutor group : '( it sucked. and Faria asked whether i wanna go to the nurse, i was like nah.. I need to go to ICT. and yes, Ict it, kinda got worse. so after Ict, we went to the nurse. the freaking Nurse sucks.. grr.. it was maths next.. it was so effing cold! and my cough was so bad. but surprisingly, it stopped during maths... after maths, it started again... History was next. we did an online work.. I was surprise i was kinda fast. but i had lousy info on it. oh well. Poor Faria, she twisted her wrist. It was lunch.. I bought an ice-cream.. Flora asked me not to eat it when i have a cough but i didn't listen to her =P in the end, it hurts. =/ so i gave it to Flora... Went a bit crazy. rinnng. the bell rang. took my book out. got up from my locker and baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam! my head. it hit Faria's locker. yes, it does hurt. Faria was so guilty. it's not your fault Faria.. She kept saying sorry all the way. it's okay. So i went to English, and it started to hurt more. I asked Flora to checked and she like freaked out saying: OMG! it's bleeding! OMG!" yes. and Kathryn and Sasha came and look at it. yes, it was bleeding. I started like tearing, cause it suddenly hurt soooooo badly. Told Ms.Daw and went to the nurse. the nurse sucked! She took soooooo long. I sat, she stared at me for 2 minutes. then open the container containing the cotton wool and the tongs and scissors.. and she clsoed it, without taking anything out. I was like yelling in my head that I'm in pain! and she walked away! i was like WTF! she walked away and came back with a hand full of cotton wools. she puts it in the container. and closed it. without doing anything. she started writing some stuff down.. like my name and all. and she only remembered to treat me! she took out the cotton wool with her tongs and like washed the blood out and put some stuff on it. then she waited for a while and i asked whether i can go. and she said, wait. you still need to put ice pack. so.. okay fine. but she was still sitting there! writing! and she finally went over to take the ice pack! jeez!!! so took like 10 minutes of ice-packing. then she asked whether i wanna see.. so i was like. erm yeah?!!. I thought she'll take a mirror and show me. and she was like. the mirror is in there(pointing to the toilet) so i checked it out myself. I couldn't see myself. i came out, she asked me whether i could see it. and it's jsut a small cut. and i was like" yeah sure" which i don't.
I had to wait again for her to write me a note. omg. she's so slow! What if I'm dying maan.!! So i went up... My head hurts so much. I was so dizzy too. oh well.. went back.. blah blah blah. went out for research.. thanks Michelle for cheering me up and talking about that. At least, you understand me fully. Thank you. me love you. (: so art was next. hmph. was talking to Michelle the whole way. Yeah.. damn it. oh well. so Faria saw me and she's like" did you go to the nurse? I'm really really really really sorry!" oh Faria. Chillax. Mr.Boyle was like come to the front, i wanna talk to you guys about your homework. So yeah. fine. suddenly, i started coughing. non-stop. seriously...... everyone was like looking at me.. and Till started "coughing" i felt like i was gonna puke again. and like.. i started tearing. i coughed so much.. i suddenly felt so so so so cold! ah. yes, it sucked. so Faria and I don't know what to do.. So we read the letter. and yeah.. hm. don't wanna talk about it. Oh Faria.. I feel the same way as you do. I just said it was fine. hahaa! Omg. Raffael asked me a stupid question. he came up to me.. and asked:" hey, how do you make the colour dark?" and i was like:" you go over it over and over again " when he walked away, Faria and I laughed. seriously, it's stupid. Oh oh oh, and Nurlyana, Jess changed her place. she's sitting where Frankie sits.. so yeaah.. So went to the lockers, went back.. the bus was hell! i mean it was okay. talked with Ken and Navin.. Faria wasn't on. The bus aircon like suddenly went off, and went on again. then then then. the whole bus suddenly like stopped. and then.. the driver worked it out. and the aircon was giving out hot air. and i was dying. having such a huge headache.. How much more do i have to suffer from this sucky day?!?!Oh oh oh, i felt like puking on the bus too. I have to go to school tomorrow cause of MOCKS. Mandarin reading paper now. =/ damn damn damn. I don't wanna go school tomorrow. my head hurts so much. My coughs has gone worst.everything sucks!
Ahhh. I'm missing her again : '( why why why? why do i suddenly miss you. I've managed to move on. and I've managed to forget and not think of you for a year. but why suddenly do i miss her? Why do i dream of you?! : '( I really really really really really miss you so badly now. : '(
Colours?
EVERYTHING IS MESSED UP
1,2,3. WHERE ARE YOU?
I'M GOING CRAZY : '(
Yes, I'm going crazy. The crazy not in the good way of crazy. : '( I need a councellor.
Apparently, I wanna shut things upAshley misses how everything used to be perfect
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
5:41 PM
*2009, Badminton Seasac, Singapore"