Monday, February 1, 2010
It was all just a white lie
*2009*I miss every moment back then during primary days. : '(
I don't care if some of you readers ask me to move on,
The thing is, you guys don't understand what I've been through,
Or what they mean to me,
How much they mean to me..
How much they've helped me with everything.
Try to talk to me about this,
and asking me to move on..
Well, I would say " okay sure i will."
But my heart will never ever move on.
Will never ever forget the moments i had from 2003-2008.
Not just any ordinary moments..
But GREAT ones.
Why don't you readers just close your eyes
and look back at those memories of yours.
If you have none, you are having it now.
Imagine you have to forget about all these enjoyable moments.
Do you know how painful it is?
DO YOU?
NO!!
The impression that you gave me when you said that..
Just got me thinking..
How much you've changed.
& how much you don't understand me anymore.
I'm done talking. I'm done hiding this pain of mine. I'm done keeping it all to myself. I hope you know it's you. I hope you understand now. I'm going through hell lot now, and you aren't there for me. So.. why should I? Even though I still say I do. But my heart is not into all the stuff you've told me. I know you must be thinking what an immature person I am. Well, I don't care. I just want you to get my point someday.. I'm ouuut
Apparently, I'm sick of your bullshitAshley loves the strawberries (:
Ashley signing off
tata
xoxo ashleylicious
10:42 PM
*2009*