Monday, February 22, 2010
Show me a reason to love ;
*2010, Shea Zheng's place*
"Nothing is alright, nothing is.."Hey hey hey!. (: Sorry for not updating for a while. It was a busy weekend for me. So on Saturday, i woke up, read my book, finished it, hit the showers had lunch, watched tv, texted people. Then got ready for Shea Zheng's open house and waited for Carin. When carin arrived, we went straight to Shea Zheng's place. and Yes, again, Sien Wei, always the first one. (: but but but. Florence was there already. and it was jsut us. all 5 of us. haha! until Shea Zheng called Yang, and apparently, he was convinced with our "sounds". So Yang came at about 9 something and I met a new dude, which thinks I'm weird thanks to Shea Zheng. so we gambled after that.. won load sof money. Hooraay. I'm awesome (: I was suppose to go back at 10:30 but i called and asked to stay till 11. then, 11:30 and then 1. ahhaha! Yes, all cause of gambling. (: So Carin came over to my place for a sleepover as it was too late for her mom to pick me up(: So we talked till 3 in the morning. yes, it was funny and interesting.. (:
I woke up as at like 10:10? my mom texted me jsut to tell me that she's getting food for Carin. haha! So Carin's mom text her and said that she was coming at 11 to pick her up. It was already 10:50 when her mom said that.. She told her mom to come a little later and then we quickly showered and ate. we only managed to chill for about 3 minutes? haha! oH well.. Last night was good enough. I was so tired i took a short nap. well, not really a short nap is it ? Cause I slept for 1 hour. ahha! I woke up and started worrying about my science, i went online and saw Flora on, asked her about it. and yip wasn't on.. so i just did the how to build the speaker bit first. and i spent so much time on it and yip said he has done it. gaah. oh well... so print everything.. mommy yelled at me cause we were late for the prayers thingy. It's a Hokkien thing. (: I ahd to stay up till 2 am.
Today, i was completely exhausted. ! On the bus, i slept so fast like baam. then i was still tired. gaah. i kept yawning in all my lessons.! : '( my head felt like it was gonna fall off. and my eyes just wanna shut !! My whole body felt like it was taken control like I'm a puppet. I was freaking tired. so tired that all i can do is sleep. So what is there to blog baout school? school is normal.
It's getting annoying now cause of HER. omg, she's so annoyingg! You've changed and you say that you aren't always in our group? it's like you are blaming us for this.. you were the one who chose to choose the others okay. The only reason yo uused to hang out with us more last time was because of Nurlyana, it was so obvious.. not WAS sorry my bad....it's IS! even ISABELLA says so. Flora and michelle too. so.. how is that possible that it's us when it's you. I'm sick of your freaking tricks or whatever. You tell everyone what happened when it's a secret. when it nly happens on the bus. only people on the bus knows or if i tell others. you go ahead and tell everyone and they come and ask me to do it. OMG! you are such a bitch! you are such a two face too. like seriously.. F off! Yes, I'm annoyed with you , so as others so there's no need to go around asking my friends whether I'm annoyed with you. THEY ARE MY FRIENDS, NOT YOURS ANYMORE! Plus, I'm making it obvious now as it's getting onto my nerves.! Stop trying so hard to fit in to other's life when you've already fit just well with us. but nooo. you just wanna be the cool one. and stop showing off about your grades! WHO CARES WHAT YOU GOT FOR YOUR GEOGRAPHY? YOU ONLY ASK PEOPLE ON WHAT THEY GOT WHEN YOU GET LIKE AN A! SO WHAT THE FISH MAN.! You are trying to make me get a low grade for my ICT as you don't give me any any any info. all you go like. I DON"T MIND! when i give you every single thing you need and the PHOTOS! At least i upload it on facebook, you ! YOU YOU! You said that you will upload it. till now.. 3 weeks. NOTHING! you said you'll email me, till now, nothing!! 1 month! what the hell!! AND YOU ARE SHOWING OFF YOUR WEB PAGE WHEN IT'S NOT THAT GOOD! ALL I NEED IS PICTURES OF YOU AND THAT'S ALL... AND YOU TAKE FOREVER.. AND IT'S DUE TOMORROW YOU EFFING BIATCH!!
Apparently, I just wanna stab her!
Ashley wants it all to end!
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
9:37 PM
*2010, Shea Zheng's place*