Monday, March 8, 2010
*2010, 6j-ians failed reunion*Hey hey hey! (: Today is Monday. The usual. Maths first right. yeah.. it was boring.. then it was break... nothing much. then Science, nothing much.. Geography.. nothing much. Lunch time.. nothing... Malay, nothing... Mandarin BORING!!! I was about to sleep.. So then it was badminton next. I kept yawning.. hm. I was so tired. We trained the usual.. We played a full game! finally! omggggg! I'm so damn happy i beat JENNIFER! haha! but she asks me to play first seed which i so do not want to play. then i had to play with Steven.. I nearly beat him.. but 4 points! gaaaah! He called me a cheater cause i knew his weakness. How is that cheating.
On the bus ride home. the usual... and steven, stop hitting me. it hurts so muuch!! So it was jam, i slept in the car. Came home showered had dinner and here i am... (:
"It's weird heh.. Everything seem to be my fault. I seem to be the one that has to do everything you tell me to. Why can't the others do it? Why not? I'm not your doll, I'm not your maid, I'm not your dog. I'm your friend. I'm sick of listening to you telling me what to do. I hate it when you get pissed off and blame me. I hate the fact that whenever you want something, you'll be nice to me. I hate it all. Why can't you stop it? My heart is already filled with mixed thoughts and sadness. I'm trying to fix things step by step. It's not easy...I want everything to be back to normal. In fact, I actually wished I've never been in this school. I miss primary. I miss how friends are there, they would understand. Yes, people here do understand, but only some.. They don't understand anything I'm going through. It may seem I'm just a broken hearted person, but.. there's always a story behind a broken heart, and there is a story behind these mixed thoughts and sadness and guilt and the pain in my heart. You have to get to know my story before you judge me. Before you start blabing out some stupid stuff! "I had no mood to blog.. But i had to. So I've blogged and I'm gonna stop here.
Apparently, you gotta get to know the truth before you say something.
Ashley wishes that i could go back in time where everything was perfect
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
8:25 PM
*2010, 6j-ians failed reunion*