Saturday, March 6, 2010
I'll wait till it's time to let go ;
*2010, 6j-ians reunion*
"I hear your voice all the time"Hey there. So today was the day. today IS the day. Reunion.. It was a fail, I'm a fail organizer. Sorry dudes yeah. but hey, on the bright side, we get to meet each other again (: The point of me having this is just to relax and chat but you guys just wanna go to your so call computer classes.. So the guys went away and the girls wanted to watch movie but alice in the wonderland was sold out. so we went shopping, the usual. There were 12 of us, 8 boys and 4 girls. So we met up again at the arcade.. and yea, we were obsessed with the toy thingy. it's an unfair machine.! Everyone went missing. and we had to walk to the old wing to meet up with Yf & Yk, but he wasn't there. Screw you guys man. =P haha! jokes jokes. So we sat and drink and they came.. Then they had to leave.. So we walked back to the new wing. 3 girls and 2 guys were left. We walked around. I heard this sick thing. ahha! that made my day (: then My mom called.. so i went to the taxi stand and waited. While waiting this clown came up to us and started telling us his trick about catching the ball with a pair of chopsticks. and we were like: woooow* note the sarcasm* " and then we went in as it was so hot.. and my mom told me she's gonna be late. just great. then we went out again.. and the clown was doing the same thing as he did it to us to others now tho. and he FAILED! he dropped it. haha! we were laughing so much =P and then i had to go. =/
I met: Elena, Petra, Rachel, Kea, Dave, Vicky, Tasha, Mika, Carina.
Today made my day. even though it was a failed reunion. Because it got my mind off things. (: Thank you guys. Ch'ng xin said next reunion will be someone's birthday. Every reunion shall be someone's birthday. Do you think that's a good thing? maybe (: I'm not gonna organize it tho =P
This week-reunion done.
Next week-Badminton
Next Next week-Seasac.
Okay, I'm really pissed now. My mom is so unfair. She knocks on my door and annoy me, asked me to get off te computer. and then saw my phone and asked me who is that on my screen saver and i told her and she asks so many questions when it 's a god damn celebrity and she knocks on my sister's door and was so nice to her and all. I can even hear them from my room laughing and all. My mom doesn't do that to me.
WHAT THE HELL! Stop being unfair, why are you so unfair? My life is messed up,complicated, and so much sadness is going on and you gotta make things worst. Well, thanks alot!! I'm sick of this. Of everything. I'm trying to fix people when I myself can't fix myself. I'm trying to make up with him, and I'm not doing anything. what the heck is my problem?
ALL I WANT NOW IS A HUG, A SHOULDER TO CRY ON, A FRIEND TO BE THERE FOR ME,A FRIEND WHO UNDERSTANDS EVERYTHING, A FAMILY THAT STOP ACCUSING ME.
"There was something in your eyes that caught my heart"
Apparently, everything is gettign worst.
Ashley just wants everythign to end.
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo ashleylicious
10:22 PM