Saturday, March 6, 2010
Just help me out here ;
This is just a dream, I hope.. I don't want to just cry and cry and cry every single minute that song comes on the radio. It hurts so much. Oh how i wish it would stop.. but it can't, i can't..I don't know why, but i just can't.I'm trying so hard to pretend that everything is alright, but it's not working out as i thought it would be. I tried telling myself to calm down, take a deep breath, but every breath i take in, just makes the tears flow down my cheek faster and faster. but hey, it's my fault anyway.
"You are an amazing person, you did your part, but I didn't..It's also not that I don't like you anymore, i still do, but cause of all the pain and guilt i have in my heart, i can't stand it .. And that is the reason why i'm doing this. I know it hurts so much right over there.. I really want to make it up to you, but how? Your heart is broken and that, will never ever be able to me replace. You need your space, i understand that. I need mine too. The reason I'm holding the tears in school it's cause worrying people is not what i want and i know you are doing the same too. I'm here to tell you I'm utterly sorry, I know I've hurt you so much.. I hope you will do fine, You have loads of friend's support. P/s: All the best to you. "All these nights I sit and started singing, the song that we all sang in karaoke. It was hilarious, it just made me think of all the great times we had together. Thank you so much.
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