Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Just like the air I breathe, i need you ;
*2009, sister gone wild.*
"I've tried controlling myself, but i couldn't.."Hey hey hey! (: It's a Wednesday.. YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS? NOTHING! haha. Anyway, since it's week B, it's the best. Drama was first.. It was awesome. Break was okay. Pe was fun! (: I'm soo good at hockey. ahha! Jokes jokes. Oh yeah, my team rocks. why? cause Aditya is amazing and Dan is okay and I'm okay too. so yeah. haha! (: Then it was Science, gah, what is there to write about Science? It was FUN. ahha! riiight. suuure. i don't know actually. It was okay. then Lunch, nothing much. then Malay, we were suppose to study but turns out into a lesson with stories. GAH! I can't sleep now. THANKS A LOT GUYS! Ms.Nice tried to stopped them, but they lost controlled. haha. I was going crazy as I was so scared. Oh well. Then we had to do the poster, Michelle and I did it so nicely and she said our words were too small :'( we had to do it all again! Then it was PSHE. It was so damn boring!
*riiinnnnnnngggggg* Bell rang, went home. On the bus, was being way way way under depression. As for people that don't know what I mean by me going depressed, I'll tell you right now. I will talk about random things and crazy things to keep my mind off stuff. So today, i talked about way way way over rated stuff. I'm sorry Faria & Jess for freaking you guys out. I told Ken about the thing that Michelle asked her mom about. haha! Ken was like laughing so hard. (:
I got into the car and ate.! (: What can i say, i get hungry really fast. EAT A LOT=FAT. (: I'm so good at equations now. haha. Oh yeah, in school today was the action aid thing, a year 10 group had chocolate fountain! and there was strawberries! But i can't eat it.. WHY? It makes me way depressed. and brings back stuff. I need to get over it first only i can eat it. So yeah. Secondly, i don't have any money.. Oh yeah, during lunch, i had a strawberry flavoured lollipop, i went depressed after that. I was high. HIGH=DEPRESSION.
Mitra: Ashley, you are high.
Ashley: No no no. I'm loooow. OHHH YEAAh*laughs*Mitra ewww. yeah sure, i can see that you are low.*laughs*Ashley: I think I'm high now!Michelle: No, you are low..uuuuhhh yeaah..Ashley: No. I'm high in a low way and i'm low in a high way. So basically I'm high and low*winks*Michelle: Hahahaha! Oh yeah. I get what you mean *winks*So yeah I'm blogging early just in case I will sleep early again like yesterday. I said I was gonna sleep early right, I slept way early. After dinner and i came up and slept. ahha! Wow. and it was 7:30? haha.
"Even though it's hurting me, I'll try.. Even though I still miss you, I'll try.. I'm gonna try to survive through this.."*Will update later if i want to*
-Updated-Okay, so I've decided not to sleep early.Well, I'm forced not to as I'm not done with the Science homework. It's
gay and
difficult. My dad doesn't even know. haha. Actually I've
finished it, but it took me
ages and I
can't sleep now:'( oh well...
Didn't text. =/ Tomorrow is our stall time.
ACTION AID.(: nyhaha. Can't wait. Hope things work out.!! Shoot, I just remembered that Jess was
suppose to
call me, but she
didn't and it's 9 something now.
JESSICA LOUISE POTTER!!! How can you forget! Damn. damn damn damn. Anyway, what else should i say. Oh yeah, American Idol. OMG! Katie sang breakaway, and i was so saad:'( then i loved the subway singer. she's awesome! I forgot her name =/ OMG! I jsut remmebered too. It's
yf birthday tomorrow and I'm suppose to
call him midnight. I promised. Gah,
i can't. Sorry yeah, if you are reading this, I doubt so tho. and I don't think you'll be up as you have
exams yo! I guess I'll stop here right now. (: As hm. I feel like lying in bed and thinking how much
pain I've been through and it's me that caused it. No wait, scrap that out. I think I'll stay on the
computer and
watch the
video over and over again!
Apparently, I'm getting lost again
Ashley wants things to go back to normal! :'(
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
5:43 PM
*2009, sister gone wild.*