Thursday, March 4, 2010
Nothing's alright ;
*thank youuu*I don't know why.. Okay. I just don't know why.. I'm crying so much.. I can't stop my tears from falling.. But i had to do this.. Why? Cause my heart has been in so much pain and guilt.. I'm sorry. I know I didn't do it the way i planned it to : '( I sounded so harsh. I know. But i'm really really sorry.. my billions and millions of sorry-s just won't help i know. Cause, I, Ashley Ng, has hurt someone so badly.. that it hurt me, myself...
I wanna rest.. I wanna sleep, but i can't.. My tears wouldn't stop flowing down.. My tears.. Oh, just hold in there... I really needed a hug. People must be thinking. " why are you sad when you dumped somebody?" well, cause i care and i know how painful it is. i feel bad i have so much pain and how much he helped me and what he bought me, chocolates and strawberries. thanks...
Can someone take me away to a new year?
Can someone lend me their shoulder?
Can someone give me a hug?
Can someone just slap me?
Can someone help me?
Can I stop this?
Questions, questions.. Questions running through my head.. I'm sorry about what happened during Lunch time Faria, Flora and Michelle. I know i shouldn't have been mad for that small little thing. I guess i was going through somethings and needed time, but Faria thanks for cheering me up during Music by designing our weird skinny hero.
I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY..!
I locked my door and i opened it and yelled at my dad. what is wrong with me. =/
10:32 PM
*thank youuu*