Wednesday, April 28, 2010
"All i want is your hugs right now"Hey hey hey hey! (: So today was boring. Everything was going the wrong way ish round. Oh Flora, you understand right?!?! Michelle, if you are reading this, I'll tell you on skype as soon as possible.
I think lately I've been having mood swings. I'm not in a really good mood now. I don't know why. But everything is messed up in school, everything is just going the wrong way round. I know I can't always have it the way i want it to be, it's life and it's unpredictable but still.. It's hurting so much every single day in school. Michelle & Flora, if you guys are reading this, i really need one of your hugs. Well, Michelle, i need yours. Flora gave me one, but i guess i need another one. I just want everything to go back to the way it used to be, but i can't. it can't.. i just know it. I don't wanna start crying all over again and again . :'( Maybe now I need a shoulder. A friend, a sister to understand what is going on. But. noo. She doesn't understand.. I'm crying myself to sleep, crying myself to wake up and go to school.. I just hate what is going on lately. :'(
Apparently, I really really miss youAshley needs you right now. :'(
Ashley signing off
tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
10:47 PM