Saturday, April 24, 2010
Something doesn't feel right ;
"Baby, will you hold me close tonight?"Hey there. Sorry for not updating for hm. few days.
Thursday- Art exam was suppose to be right after assembly but it got moved to the second lesson. So first lesson was Mandarin. We told Ms.Miow that we want to revise, which is stupid cause there's nothing to revise on. That's the point. haha. So it was one funny Mandarin class. Lazy to type it all out =P Then it was break next, nothing much. Art test here we come. We were suppose ti draw an observation drawing. Right handers have to hold a pen in their hand and draw their hand. We had to choose a pose out of 3 poses, shade in with pencil and all. I think i did badly, but i guess it was a little good. (: then it was Science next. We were talking about drugs. We were suppose to be doing revision cause Mr. Manuriak asked us to but we brought up some topics and boom, we got carried away with drugs and 16 years old peeps. haha. (: Lunch was next. Nothing. English, it was boring.! Kathryn likes my story. and she thought i died in my story cause it was so intense. but sadly i didn't die, if i die, i wouldn't be here now.haha! (: Then Games next. Water polo. Gah. Sucky. then i had to change for MKIS's friendly match, i was so freaking wet. On the bus to MKIS was really boring. Edison didn't want to talk to me but soon he did. (: played played played. nearly did a split. Went home. watched AI. nothing next.
Friday- English, nothing. Break, nothing. Pe, we had to play hockey cause Mr.Charman was busy with stuff. I got hit in the shin. Geography next, nothing. Lunch, nothing, got my report. NOT BAD! (: Art, I got a paper thingy. Proud of myself (: Maths, it wasn't that bad i guess. Well, before Mr.D came in!!! BRRUUG Schools out
TODAY- COLD! Going to my cousin's place soon. so this is a quick update (: Will try and update it mmore when i get back. (:
Edited:So i went to my cousin's place and we sang sang sang. Laughed laughed laughed. (: Soon i got tired and fell asleep on my brother's shoulder. (:
" As much as it hurts, I gotta stay strong. As much as i want this to end, it won't. Things are getting worst and worst. I'm crying more and more. Night and day, school hours, weekend hours. I sit and think.. What went wrong.. I know crying is not the answer, but i can't help it. There's so much pain in me right now. How much things are changing. People change I know, but why must you change in the first place? Trying to fit in? All I know is that whenever you want something, you only come looking for me and now you hate me? I'm confused. I don't wanna cry all over again and again as I'm typing this out but i guess blogging this out might make me feel better. I've always wanted to talk to you about this, but I have this feeling that you won't wanna talk to me anymore. I told one of my friend about this, I ended up acting weirdly and crazily and just signed out of MSN. I told her not to tell you. Cause I don't wanna make things complicated. My life is already complicated tho but as i always tell my other friends, life is complicated, without complication, life will not be perfect. It's true but this time, my life is too complicated, too painful to deal with & settle down. I just wish I knew the answer to all my questions that are going through my head right now "
Apparently, me miss youuuuu
Ashley wants and needs you right now : '(
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
5:30 PM
