"You said you were sorry for being too harsh? Did you ever think of how much it have hurt me? Did you think before sending it? Now maybe you'll be saying I'm overreacting, but.. It's how my heart feels. HURT. Every single day. I pretend that everything's alright. I say everything's alright. I try to make things alright. I lie to myself that there were nothing wrong. But do you know how much pain there are? Do you know how much I need just a friend to trust, a friend to hug, a friend to lean on? I thought you were one of them. Now, I don't know.. It hurts you to see us fighting. You didn't really need to be involved in the first place. What hurts? Is how much you try to help and ended up hurting someone else. I've cried enough lately. Now.. I just can't seem to stop crying. No one. I repeat. No one understands. "

Hey there. Sorry, i just gotta start off my post with that. I just needed to. Anyways. So today was not so good actually. I lied to those people that asked how was my day. It wetn terrible if you ask me! I hated today so badly. Wanna know why? Nah, You don't need to know why. So what else can i blog? NOTHING.

"Everything is turning around. Can't you see that I was happy before you came along and start saying those stuff that hurt me? I was happy . I was fine. Cause i gave up long time ago. I've done my part. Why should I do something again? Ask me to try and wait ? I've waited enough, tried enough. ! Why not you TRY & WAIT? "