Tuesday, June 15, 2010

It's difficult to explain what I'm feeling right here. It hurts me. Staring into empty space doesn't help. Thinking about it makes me sadder. I guess life is unfair. I guess I gotta be strong and face whatever obstacles there is in life. Everything is messing up. My mind, my heart. I don't even know why I'm here. Things are just so messed up. Crying won't help, listening to sad songs won't help, stuffing myself with chocolate won't help. What hurts me most is that YOU don't even see it. Well, that's cause I don't show it. When i show it, you just get all mad. I'm sick of it. I'm tired of everything. Give me a break. !
Hey there. (: lately. school has been shit.! Fucking retard that don't understand english. what point of STOP STARING do you not understand? okay i absolutely have no mood at all. All i can do now is to cry, stuff myself more with food, get depressed and get depressed!
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
9:21 PM