What if, just what if.. Things were different. What if I could go back in time to change things? What if. Just what if.. I know, sometimes it's complicated. It's hard to find someone who is feeling the same way as you do. It's hard to explain to someone how you feel when they don't feel the same way. All of this. I don't know what to do. I'm lost. Replacing someone? How is that possible? Then why do I try so hard? It's a little crazy here for me. And no. Don't ask me whether I'm alright. Does this sound alright to you? No. Looking at the watch just breaks my heart again. Reading the paper over and over again, breaks my heart more. Hurting people, has hurt me a lot. I wanna stop doing that. But.. you're not meant to be hurt. Nurlyana, we all get confused sometimes. I am too confused. We sometimes don't know what to do, i too don't know what to do. :'(

p/s: will love you no matter whaat.

All i could think of right now is.. Where are you?