It's one of the hardest thing to do. Try not to cry, try not to smile too much. Try to be strong, try to be not weak. Try to look at the bright side. Goodbyes. It hurts. It kills. It burns. Goodbyes. Regardless how you try not to cry, you'll end up crying. Losing someone is that painful. Especially when it comes to your closest friend in school. Or maybe your closest teacher. All you could think of is cry. But when you cry, memories seem to replay in your mind. How you wish what was all in your mind was recorded. I miss everyone of you. I miss every single minute I spent with you guys. After all those minutes of crying, I cried more. Looking at you guys crying and hugging each other got me crying more.

Confidence, I'll miss you and your dancing with sastifaction. Mitra, I'll miss our sweet moments at Imaan's and school. Loni, I'll miss your sexy laugh and your duet with Flora. :'( I'm missing you guys so much.

First & only lesson was extremely fun. (: we had games and Confidence was on my team. He started singing sasitcation and it got stuck into Loni, Flora's and my head. We kept singing it ! haha. we made it more sexual. Confidence started dancing. woow-wee. sexy. haha. (: Sighs. Then we had tutor time. Lawrence gave me a hug and didn't let me go and start like humping ? So i shouted at him to get lost. haha. then he went to Jess and said i needa tell you a secret in the end, he slapped her. it was a joke. so i tried that on him but it didn't work. damn. but I managed to slap him in the end. (: Ahh. Lawrence is leaving and like he normally makes me laugh during maths. Dayum. :' (