So today I'm going to Gardens for one last meet up with the leavers. Oh boy, it might be a sad thing when all of us gotta say our goodbyes by the end of the day. :'( But hey, let's look at the positive side now. We get to meet them. (: haha. I can't wait. (: Oh oh oh. it's raining. haha. My wish came true. I was like please rain please rain. and it's raining hahah. (:

You know I kinda feel bad for going today and not coming home. Cause like my parents will be the only one having dinner. Imagine how they feel. I don't know why but i feel the sadness. Damn. Maybe cause my sister is leaving to Aussie land in September. : '( even though she can be the pain in the ass but overall she's a great sister to have & to talk to. (: I don't know how it would be like for her not to be here. I can't sleep with her when I'm scared. I can't go crazy with someone in the middle of the night. I can't annoy someone. Damn. I know September is a long way but I don't know why I'm already missing her. :'( Okay maybe I should stop thinking about the bad side.

I can't believe that a jerk like you would be so sweet and sincere. I guess I misjudged you. Flora, you know there's no point of STOKING confessing. Think about the consequences.. Oh oh oh Flora, have fun in India. (: I know you will. hahah. *coughs coughs not really coughs coughs*.