Tuesday, July 6, 2010
"This is my goodbye."
Hey there. (: So today was okay. Yesterday went by really fast but just wasn't the day for me. It got me thinking about Chiang Mai. Like We were travelling the week before. Wow. Time just gotta fly doesn't it? I really miss it. Oh i remembered the first day like how it was so freezing cold at night and the next morning, everyone just comes out from their room and i was so loud. I was greeting everyone. haha. like going GOOD MORNING GUYS! and yes, i actually shouted. oh so funny. haha. (: I remembered the first day. Climbing. What a fun day. Damn, talking about the trip yesterday during English just got me missing it so much. Everyone had a blast, some people leaving. It's heart breaking how a week ago we were all stuck in one country yet enjoy it with activities that sounds like a killer and now people are slowly leaving the school. Each day one. Losing a friend. Wow. It really hurts. I guess that's what you get in international schools. As much as it hurts to say this I just gotta say it to you. Goodbye Isabella, You'll be missed. I'll be missing you. I'll be missing how I always ask you to bend down and be shorter. I'll miss the gentle girl. I'll miss the caring girl. I'll miss the Aussie. :') Naw, now I'm making myself cry. Today, 2 other left. Olivia & Emily Ashby. Even though I don't know them well, I know I'll be missing them. (:
Oh, today. We had an assembly for the year 13's .It's a goodbye assembly for them. I thought it wouldn't be sad or anything. But it was so sad that i cried. When they gave the speeches, got me thinking how fast time flies and next thing i would know that I'll be saying my goodbyes just like them. In fact, I'm already saying goodbyes to all my close friends. Said goodbye to bestest friends. Imagine how hard it is for them. I guess this is life. Hellos and Goodbyes are part of life. We all know whenever you say hello, there's always a goodbye, someday, sometime, somehow. Looking at it. When I left for Chiang Mai, my sister told me that my mom was already missing me. Imagine what my parents have to go through, letting my sister go this September. that just reminded me. During the assembly, parents came. and I saw how they were all crying. The teacher put up a slideshow for them. They had a baby photo of everyone in Year 13 and then they should after photo as in now. and there was a lot of change. and imagine the parents going through this. One moment your child is a kid the next they are all grown up and ready to go out into the real world. Oh gosh, this whole thing is making me cry :'( I guess I should stop now.
Apparently, I'm gonna miss everyone :'(
Ashley prefers good old times.
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
10:41 PM