Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Hey there peopleeee ! (; It has been a while since I've actually blogged unlike those other posts. I apologize for that. =/ Anyways, today I woke up early to tag along with my parents and brother to have breakfast. Sent my brother to college and we went for a little shopping while waiting for him to get done. I bought some oreos and i got a HUGE ONE ! hahaha. (; how cool is that. You know I'm started to like the winking smiley face. (; hahahhaa.
So I baked with my brother today. Well, I think my mom did most of the job. And she was the one that said she doesn't want to help us. Oh gosh. haha. So it was a success. But because my mom asked us to reduce some sugar, it became a sugar free muffin. How interesting. But everyone ate this time. (: YAY!
I guess I should get him off my mind. I think I should. I should just do as what papa said. Life moves on. Some people might say "If you really like something, set them free. If it comes back to you, it's yours. If it didn't, it was never yours" I guess, you were never mine. Plus, I so foolish to give you 3 chances ? When I know things will not work out. I guess I loved you a lot back then, or even maybe now. All i want to say is that, seeing you that day got things going the wrong way. I lied when i said i'm over everything that happened last time, but I'm not. Seeing you again killed me. But I managed to pretend that everything was alright. I know there's someone else on your mind now and probably should shut my mouth about this but it's also killing me.
Oh and to another person : You're a jerk. Don't go around stealing girls heart with all your sweet talks. I thought you were different for a moment. Well, maybe you are but i don't know.
Flora, tomorrow gonan see you. I NEED TO TALK TO YOU ! ASAP babe. pleaase. We should be able to talk about some stuff tomorrow. (:
Nurlyana: Thank you for trying to help me out. I hope it works out. Cause I dont think it's worth waiting. LALALA only see me as a close friend not like last time. Once again. thank you for helping out. (;
Apparently, I wish i could get over you
Ashley really wish that i could go back to the past.
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
11:52 PM