Sunday, August 22, 2010
It's never that simple.
If you see me walking with someone else,It's not because I want to.
It's because you weren't brave enough to walk pass me.
If you see me smile,
It's not because I forgot you.
It's because I got tired of crying for you.
If you see me living again,
It's not because I've moved on.
It's because I hate the fact that you can live without me.
So if I fall in love with someone else,
It's not because I want to.
It's because you weren't there to catch me.
Anyways, hey there readers. Haha. So yesterday which was Saturday which was Eu Chian's party, it was okay-ish. Johnny (Eu Chian's driver) was so cool. haha. We were meant to go on the bus, but Johnny was like : girls, you follow me when everyone gets on the bus. He told Flora , Michelle & I that. So we went to the car. Haba, Haba. It's so nice. hah. and plus, he was driving safely until... We started raving and singing and he was singing along moving here and there, letting go of the steering wheel and put one leg up and stuff lke that. And it was hell scary when Eu chian called him just to tell him to drive fast, he drove FAST . like shoot fast. He nearly bang the car in front of us. He was tailgating (not sure how you spell) the car in front of us as well. But we stopped to wait for the bus as the bus was slow. hah. (: It was a great ride tho. So erm the party was kinda alright. well, it was a big gap. I mean like. Klass one side, Kdu-ians one side. But soon we talked to each other. Michelle was teaching Yip how to make friends. hah. (: The bus ride back to 1u was okay.Not bad. haha. Got to play around with Tristan's camera. Thank you Tristan. (; So we had dinner with them. Michelle had to go back =/ We wanted to eat at Pasta Zamai (is that how you spell it) but we couldn't get a table. so everyone just like split up and Flora and I were lost. So we jsut followed Eu Chian and his gang. and guess what ? We lost them. So we called him and told him we'll have our own food as we lost him. So then someone came and tap my on my back and i turned and Tristan was like : Aren't you guys going to eat with us ? Everyone's at Burger King. Flora and I were like : whaaat. we went pass and Eu Chian didn't even stop us. Grr. so we went ate and yeah, time to go back. Dayyum.
So everyone started going back. It was just Tristan, Haiqal, Priya, Flora & I. We were just standing out side Burger King . So I was like : Flora, wanna go down now. Then Tristan said : I think we should walk. haha. So I think Flora and I walked too fast that we lost the others. But so happened Derrick called and said he's near. and when we were walking to the pick up point, Tristan called and ask where we were. hahaaa. Felt bad tho for just leaving without saying bye to the others. So we came home. Did some crazy stuff. Showered. Did crazy stuff. Oh, we were on Skype with Michelle as well. (; Then I started texting. Then we said we should sleep when it was already almost 2. By the time we got to bed, it was 2. We started talking. So we ended up sleeping at 2:30. Woke up at 9.
Flora, thank you for listening as I talk and talk and talk about you know and like yeaah. Talked too much till I needed a cup of water and wipe my tears away. haha. (; Thank you. Oh and Flora, reading those two things this morning got me a little :( Oh Flora, I jsut found out something. I need to tell you soon. & maybe Michelle as well.
Dear heart, yesterday I met this guy. He may not be the most attractive, he may not say all the right words, but when I see him, I know he's the one that can make me smile, laugh, cry all at the same time. But heart, prepare to shatter as things won't work out.
Apparently, i'm dead confuse about everything.
Ashley hopes we get to chat to each other again ;
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashelylicious
11:51 AM