Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Something i wish i'ver never done
It was the last lesson of the day. I was tired and so was everyone else. We were all in a boring lesson. Well, maybe not for all of us but to me, I was. He was across the room. I did my work and he looked over as he pretends he's talking to the guy next to him. I looked up and looked at his direction but pretending I was looking at the teacher. He turned away and continued with his work, so did I. Few minutes later, he turned to the guy behind him and didn't turn back again. I looked up trying to make him continue with his work. This time no. For a while there, our eyes met and we stopped doing our work. My heart was telling me no. So I blinked my eyes and we turned away continuing our work. For a moment there, my heart felt something. 5 minutes before the bell rang, we all stood up behind our chairs and chattered. He came over and my heart was telling me not to look but I did. My heart was telling me to move away but I didn't. He was so close, so close. I don't even know what's wrong. As I walked down to my lockers, he was there already. He kept looking at my direction. I waited. He waited and just walked away without a bye.
Hey there people. (: So how ya doing ? Okay. Seriously people, I think Mr.Ng hates me now. I didn't bring my book or did my homework. I'm such a blur girl now. But honestly, i think he hates our class. Our Mandarin Class. It's pretty obvious. Well to me. Moving on. Today I had Dt first and it was boring. Then I had Physics,boring as well. And that's why i started drawing butterfly and bees. haha. How interesting. (; Break went and see Ms.Marcovvici ? is that how spell it. I always get teacher's name wrong. ! But yeah, went over to her and asked her about photography as Michelle and I plan to change Ict with either Drama or Photography. So then it was Business. It was okay. One thing I don't get is that when Mr.Jonhson asked me about what do you need to be if you want to be an entrepreneur. So I said sneaky and everyone laughed when Jason said cunning when it basically almost the same and no one laughed. Stupid people ! Anyways, Mr.Johnson seem to ask me questions today. It's scary. I dont know why. hahah. (: I then have Bio and we had a mini test and I did urhm not too good. Oh well. Lunch next. went and search the drama block to ask the teacher about drama. and drama bye bye ! Now I just need to ask my dad which I'm so scared ! So then we had Mandarin and here's where Mr.Ng started hating me. I had to switch place with Yip ): but luckily i still have Eu chian and he told me something interesting ! hahaaaa. (: then we got let out late cause he was talking to us about stuff and i could tell he doesn't really like our class anymore. i dont know why. haha. (: so then it was maths. BORING like EVER. then volleyball, it was fun-ish. I had Natisha on the bus again! Yay! But she won't be on Friday as it's only volleyball ):
I'm so tired I think I should sleep. You knwo I think my blog colour thingy at the end is retarded ! It's not working at all. ): it's so dull ! There's no colours ! ): I need my colours back !!! Oh well. I thnk I should stop here.
I'm confuse with my own feelings. ):
Apparently, i kinda miss you ):
Ashley wishes that we can talk again like how we used to
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
10:43 PM
