Saturday, September 4, 2010
Wishing out of an airplane
"Sometimes I just wish I've never met you"
Hey there people. So last night, I had a dream. It wasn't the greatest ever but the most saddest one ever and the most unexpected one. How I wish I didn't dream about that. Now it's like, I'm 1 out of 10 over him. ): okay anyways. back to my day. today was kinda tiring ?!? So i woke up had breakfast came home watched tv for a while went out for shopping. For sister's aussie stuff ): then came home had dinner then rested for like 10 minutes then we went out to send my brother some where and we went to buy Satae for my aunty which is the parent of my super hot cousin ! and guess what i found out ? HE BROKE UP WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND ! haha. sorry. i know that's a little weird. but hey man. he;'s hot. but one thing he's way too old now =/ i remmeber the last time i saw him and his girlfriend they were so cuute. and dayum he's buff. haha. anyways moving on. Erm.. we stayed there and chit chat for a while. dad made some jokes. hilarious ones. i just realized i've been laughing alot today. (;
First it was because my mom was trying to be british. Second, my dad made some racist jokes. Third, my mom tried to pronounce British with a British accent which turns out she said it as Bri-ASS ! haha! wow mom. seriously ?! haha. Fourth, my mom was begging us to add her on facebook. Fifth, my uncle made some jokes. Damn. there's loads. haha.
So I'm currently under great depression. Lock myself in my room, listening to depressing songs, and just thinking what could have happen with we didn't meet. Damn ! DAMN YOU ! Screw you ! Screw you stupid dreams ! & I never knew dreams could make you change your decisions ! I hate you ! Why did we even meet ): Well, i don't mind meeting you. but why did we fall in love with each other ? and it all started with you being a nice best friend trying to help your best friend to get me when you lke me. SCREW YOU ! This is some faggot shit ! Nothing is helping me now. this is superly wow. see how weird i am now at this time. SUPERLY! what kind of word is this..
SCHOOL ON MONDAY ! REALLY WANNA GO BACK AND GET A HUG FROM FLORA & MICHELLE ! REALLY NEED A HUG NOW !
Oh, btw, i click on new post around 12 something i guess so it's going under like Saturday's post. so yeah. i'm actually blogging about Friday. (; Oh. i found a nice song. so i'll put it up on my playlist. (; it's amazing and so true. ! (; I'm off now
Apparently, I wish we would have something to talk to each other about
Ashley wants a hug now ):
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
1:05 AM