"As I lay on my bed, thinking about us, tears of sorrow ran down my cheeks. It's too late now to go back and my heart sank. It was my fault. What was I thinking? Pictures from the past made me tear more. I just miss being with you, miss how it used to be, miss how we had so much time together, miss how you just knew what to get me for my birthday & I just miss how we were just in love. It was my fault. It was my fault. That's all I can think of right now. My fault. My fault. My fault. But it's just a little too late. I wanted to apologize but I just didn't know how. Right now, I find myself missing you even more than my best friend. Will you ever forgive me about what had happened in the past ? Will you ? If you do, I can't even forgive myself. If you're reading this and you know who you are, I just wanna apologize right now. If things between us don't work out, it not because I don't love you. It's because there's this little reason within me that's stopping me. "
