Tuesday, November 8, 2011

It just feels like I've lost everything. Just when you hope things would go right, it goes wrong. It really sucks to know that you've hurt someone you care dearly for. It sucks more to know that you've not only hurt that someone but other people to and you didn't mean to.
Right now, things are shaky. All I want to do right now is to try and fix things but I know the more I try to fix, the more I hurt. It's funny how when you're hurting there's no one there to hold you, wipe your tears, give you a hug, lend you a shoulder or even just sit right next to you.
I don't kow where I'm going, I don't know what is going on. All I know is that there are a lot running through my mind. A lot that keeping me up every night having sleepless nights, having horrible dreams.
Don't you agree how sometimes when you're hurting so much and you force yourself to smile, you tend to end up crying?
I JUST WISH I COULD DISAPPEAR. RUN AWAY. JUST SOMEWHERE ELSE.
Fix you cover by Tyler Ward & Boyce AvenueA truly awesome song that brings tears to my eyes & the cover is just simply amazing.
5:28 PM